So for those of you reading this, that don't know yet, the past 2 months i've met two girls. First off i have to say that i have never really been particularly good in the art of picking up girls. I'm kind of an awkward guy, i say stupid things, my jokes are very often misunderstood, etc. Although i never find any situation awkward, it could get very awkward for others. So somehow i managed to get two girls' phone numbers. One on Friday the 13th and the other one the next weekend.
I not only got their numbers, but i actually managed to get them to go on a date with me, more than once.

I think they were both amazing girls. Each one of them had something different to them which made it really fun for me to spend time with them. Both of them i could see myself having a long term relationship with. And i think this is where i went very wrong.
Something i kind of forgot to keep in mind is that fact that i am only in the US as a student. I will have to leave pretty much as soon as my course is finished. That means having a relationship could potentially lead to two people getting hurt. But obviously without really thinking about this too much i went ahead and tried anyway.

Sadly one of the girls moved to the other side of the country last week, and the other one decided that liking me is not enough, so we pretty much left things where they were today. Whether or not it is completely done between the two of us i do not know, but right now i do not think i really care.

It's been fun while it lasted. It's kind of funny to think how i went from 0 to 2 back to 0 girls all in a matter of two months. Shocking. I must be doing something wrong.

I guess i just need to think realistic next time and realise that most girls that are around my age, who are interested in an actual long term relationship, would not have one with a guy who they know is leaving pretty soon.

Guess all i have now is fooling around. Nothing serious.