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Yeah I don't wanna wait three months to be back, there are some issues that need to be addressed now. First of all, I'm very sorry about how I have acted the past ten years I have been on this website, you guys deserve better from me and I will be better, and I have been acting like an ungrateful dick to everyone who only wanted to help me, calling them rude things like elitists, the very few people who do indeed deserve to be called that are next to non-existance. It was an overgenralization and I shouldn't have done that. So I'm gonna say something I should have done from the start, thank you all for the help.

 

The reason I decided to be back now is so I don't have to limit myself from asking for help here anymore. After all if I wanna make a good RuneScape video I have to make sure I get my research correct, and I can misunderstand what the RuneScape wiki says for example, so I need someone experienced to double check for me or give me advice on better things to do.

 

Also I am gonna change massively how I post here. First of all, I'm not gonna reply unless I know what I'm talking about. There is no point in making a post if I lack knowledge, "you don't bring expensive armor to a place you can die easily that's just common sense" was pure ignorance based on massive misconception. You won't see any of that again. I am also not gonna talk about dragon weapons in threads where it's not relevant. Nobody said I should feel ashamed of loving dragon equipment, I just took what people were trying to tell me out of context, which is hypocritical since I accused people of doing that exact thing. And yes, no more hypocrisy, speaking of which I need to learn the real definition of the word hypocrite, which I will some time in the future. This means there will be almost no posts from me, though I'm not sure if it's ok to post in the general discussion thread if I have a question that's relevant to the topic, or if it's better to ask in the help & advice thread, if someone can help me understand that, feel free. I also am never again gonna question the rules, and just follow them. I still find it nothing more than double standards that we are allowed to say shit but not the F word since both fall under the same category of swear words, but whatever I will let that slide.

 

Oh and here are some unanswered questions I need answered as soon as possible.

 

  1. By the beginning of January 2016 I will talk about my awful behavior here in Top 15 Dumbest Blaze The Movie Fan Moments of 2015, so I wanna ask Ring_World, are you ok with me including one of your posts? The reason I wanna do it is because you called out on my bullshit, and I wanna highlight the post where you did, if you decline or don't answer, I will just refer to you as somebody since I respect privacy.
  2. Why wasn't I banned all the way back in 2005 or 2007? It makes no sense, there was CLEAR evidence that I crossed the line and broke the rules to a massive degree. But for some reason the biggest punishment I got was 3 months, not even that. Heck, even most users who posted back then wanted me banned, but the admins did nothing and just let me keep posting. I have become better since then, but still, I should have been permanently banned a long time ago just like happened with most other message boards I went to at that time.
  3. How the heck did it even cross my mind that my ideas were good to make? I still find it hard to believe that I was dumb enough to even think the half-assed ideas I made in 2005 were anywhere near good. In fact looking at them makes me wanna shoot my former self.
  4. Lastly and most importantly how was I gonna acknowledge the awful ideas if I didn't bump the threads in the suggestions forum? I know necromancing is a bad thing, and it should be a bannable offense. But if I didn't do it, it would grow bigger and bigger in my mind, and since most people who watch my videos don't even care about RuneScape I wasn't gonna make a video about it either. So yeah bumping ancient threads was a bad idea but I had to address issues from the past, how else was I gonna do it?

I'm glad to be back, but I do think I'm now just gonna post once a day at most outside the forum games. I lack knowledge of the game since I only do limited amount of things in the game. But one more thing, I won't even imply I'm making a video when I ask for help in Help & Advice, clearly that's like whoring, and I don't wanna do that anymore.

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3. Because of two things, firstly hindsight: you know all the feedback and have more information, which influences you when you look back at your previous suggestions. So with your new knowledge it is hard to see why you couldn't back then see things the way you see things now. But without that knowledge you have now, you might just do the same and later on think that your now new and later old suggestions look bad as well. The thing with suggestions is, don't worry to much about them being bad, they are suggestions, things to think about to add to the game, there are no clear guidelines for suggestions, so you could suggest anything you like, doesn't make it good though, but good is mostly something most people agree on, and thus highly subjective. Secondly: you are getting older, probably wiser and look back to a younger you, everyone will have moments were he thinks, why did I do all this stuff, if I look back to old forum posts of myself I might think that as well ;) learn from it and then let it go.

 

4. The problem for others here is that they don't see the need for you to acknowledge your awfull ideas like this. Most people will acknowledge them in their head, and do not understand that that does not work for you. No one is to blame, it is just a matter of perspective. The forum rules about necroing are kind of up to interpretation, as they say you should not bump old topics unless you are contributing to the topic. In my opinion you are certainly contrubating to them, as you are the topic starter and give your final views on them. But I can imagine that lots of people find it very irritating to see a lot of old suggestions getting bumped for (in their view) no reason. My opinion is, if you need to do that to give yourself acknowledgement and get your head calm, then do it, unless you get asked to do otherwise, or it goes against other rules.

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3. Because of two things, firstly hindsight: you know all the feedback and have more information, which influences you when you look back at your previous suggestions. So with your new knowledge it is hard to see why you couldn't back then see things the way you see things now. But without that knowledge you have now, you might just do the same and later on think that your now new and later old suggestions look bad as well. The thing with suggestions is, don't worry to much about them being bad, they are suggestions, things to think about to add to the game, there are no clear guidelines for suggestions, so you could suggest anything you like, doesn't make it good though, but good is mostly something most people agree on, and thus highly subjective. Secondly: you are getting older, probably wiser and look back to a younger you, everyone will have moments were he thinks, why did I do all this stuff, if I look back to old forum posts of myself I might think that as well ;) learn from it and then let it go.

 

Why thank you and I will.

 

 

4. The problem for others here is that they don't see the need for you to acknowledge your awfull ideas like this. Most people will acknowledge them in their head, and do not understand that that does not work for you. No one is to blame, it is just a matter of perspective. The forum rules about necroing are kind of up to interpretation, as they say you should not bump old topics unless you are contributing to the topic. In my opinion you are certainly contrubating to them, as you are the topic starter and give your final views on them. But I can imagine that lots of people find it very irritating to see a lot of old suggestions getting bumped for (in their view) no reason. My opinion is, if you need to do that to give yourself acknowledgement and get your head calm, then do it, unless you get asked to do otherwise, or it goes against other rules.

But the problem is somebody thought the thread was still relevant and I still felt that way.

 

I have settled things with him since then and we might not be friends, but I think we're both over it. But my point stands, I never should have bumped threads from 2005 since they are way past their relevancy. I think a better way to do it is to make a new thread apologizing for the awful suggestions, but whatever it's old news so I'm not dwelling on it anymore.

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^if you don't want to bump a topic but want to answer someone you can also PM the person by going to their profile and click on "send me a message" ;)

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Oh and one thing I forgot to ask in the original post which I'm asking here as it's already too long as it is. Am I anywhere near one of the worst users on this website? I'm not asking it to be overly negative to to stir up more drama, I'm asking this because I don't wanna make a foolish statement that's wrong in the video Top 15 Dumbest Blaze The Movie Fan Moments of 2015.

EDIT: Almost nobody seems to be posting here which is fine, all that matters is that people have now finally moved on from this awful drama. If I get no reply I will just not bring up if I'm the worst or not as that would be an ignorant statement obviously.

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It's been a couple of days and the question about how I managed to not be banned hasn't been answered, which is fine.

I'm not dwelling on it anymore as it's all in the past. I understand that respect has to be earned, and in the future, I am gonna do my best to earn it. I will only mention my bad history in that video I mentioned in the last post, but other than that I'm over it.

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Do you like turtles?  I like turtles...and pizza.  Maybe that's why I'm such a big Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles fan.

 

Sorry to hi-jack your post.  I think you should do you and not worry about it unless you're obviously breaking forum rules.  Common sense goes a long way.

 

Later tater! :)

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Do you like turtles?  I like turtles...and pizza.  Maybe that's why I'm such a big Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles fan.

 

Sorry to hi-jack your post.  I think you should do you and not worry about it unless you're obviously breaking forum rules.  Common sense goes a long way.

 

Later tater! :)

 

Don't worry I'm not thinking negatively, I just had to address many important things in the first post that's the reason it's overly negative. And I am sticking to my word, I'm not posting unless I know what I'm talking about. I talked out of my ass way too much until this point I'm not doing it again.

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It's all good in the 'hood.  :)  I've made plenty of mistakes in my life as well...it's all part of growing up.

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I still would really like to know if I was anywhere near one of the worst posters on this message board. The main reason I'm asking this is that when I address how I have been in January 2016 when I get around to making a YouTube video addressing my biggest mistakes of the year, I want to get the information right. So far nobody has really answered that question, they have just said "don't worry about it.".

 

I understand this is a sensitive question, and if no one feels like answering it, that's fine. I'm just becoming a better poster that's all what really matters.

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I'd say there is currently a worse poster than you but I don't wanna "name names"...lol

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I'm pretty sure jrhairychest and smelly_paws, who both have been banned/deleted, are worse than you. The difference between you and them is that you don't willfully annoy the hell out of other users.

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I'm pretty sure jrhairychest and smelly_paws, who both have been banned/deleted, are worse than you. The difference between you and them is that you don't willfully annoy the hell out of other users.

There's one that was just posting yesterday or the day before who is worse...lol.

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I'm pretty sure jrhairychest and smelly_paws, who both have been banned/deleted, are worse than you. The difference between you and them is that you don't willfully annoy the hell out of other users.

 

Thank you for answering my question.

 

Now that's over and done with I can finally move on since I now know the answer to all my questions, except the one where I asked how I got away with crossing the line in 2005-2007. It's still a mystery, a mystery I will probably never know the answer to, but it doesn't matter it's all in the past.

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Maybe the mods here are forgiving?  Hey, it happens...lol.

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mek a kbd video plz

 

I do like the idea, but I already made one so I want the new video to be different, I don't know how I'm gonna accomplish that, that will be hard.

 

Try something different; maybe you have better weapons, more experience, etc. since the first one?

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I miss your posts

 

You do? Well, the reason I don't post here anymore is because I don't wanna make any more ignorant posts, which is what most of my posts were before I left.

 

Don't worry, I'm not gone, I still am very interested in RuneScape since I watch a lot of videos about the game on YouTube. I just am afraid I'll make more ignorant posts if I continue posting here on a regular basis.

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Actually I have a question, and this is a pretty important question.

 

Did I ever make valid points in any of my posts? I might come back to posting on a regular basis if I know I'm capable of making valid points. The main reason I stopped posting in this community as a whole is due to the fact I made ignorant posts.

 

So yeah. I wanna know if I ever made valid points in my posts, thank you.

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