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  1. On 3/7/2021 at 1:11 AM, Albel2 said:

    My goodness, how time flies eh?

    I don't know how much people use the forums anymore. I was looking through my old screen shots of RS and saw some people I recognized and TIF hit me like a ton of bricks. You all might remember Albel_8492ed, name later changed to just Albel. I would post on that account, but I do not remember the password, and there is far as I can tell, no email associated with it, least I can remember. My original runescape name was Haseo_8492ed. I went by Seaoh for a while, but then got the name Albel in 2014. 

     

    To anyone who remembers me and spoke to me, quoted me in the forum games, or gave me grief in my blog back in the day...Thank you. Life has been very good to me these past few years (my last post was in 2018, but the last time I was "active" was in 2015) and it's good to remember the good times. I cannot stress how much this site, and the game of runescape meant to me as a young kid and adult. So much has changed:
     

    • I went to college, twice, and dropped out both times with programs opposite to them...music education, and then electrical engineering.
    • I got engaged in 2014, and then left that relationship due to abuse in 2016.
    • I met my now wife shortly afterwards! We were married on 09/28/2019.
    • My type one diabetes is in much better control. I could drop a few pounds, but all and all very healthy in body.
    • I have a very successful career in banking, primarily working for customers who have major concerns, and trying to resolve them; a case manager.
    • My wife and I bought a house, we have 3 dogs and 3 cats in the family. No plans for children.
    • I became a huge board game nerd. My wife and I now own over 120 board games!!
    • I am proud to say, that I can finally feel like that I "made it" in life. I'm turning 30 this year, but for the first since moving out when I was 23, I feel stable.

    Some pictures of me and my life currently.

    https://imgur.com/a/zjqIpC4

    However, so much has stayed the same. I STILL play runescape!!! I am currently working on 200m slayer, 120 hp, magic, and arch. This game, that has been my entire childhood and young, and now adult hood...is still my game of choice. I have met so many wonderful and amazing people in this game. Because of this game, I got into technology, which has allowed me to be successful in a lot of my life. It also taught me how to communicate with people online, and also in person. It taught me to set small goals, and to realize that rarely is stuff easy....you have to work for it and care deeply to get the most out of it.

    I don't really know why I am posting this. Maybe it's to remind myself of all the memories I have of this game and community. This was the game I put the most amount of time in...by far like not even close. 15 years in August and I am not slowing down.

    To anyone who spoke to me and cheered me on and encouraged me, thank you. I grew up with this game and community, and it means the absolute world to have met such amazing people. If anyone, would like to hit me up irl, shoot me a message. I'd love to catch up.

    Please, take care of yourself, stay safe, and most of all, have fun.


     

    Hey Albel! Long time no see!

    Really good to see you're doing well! Sounds like things are settling in for you, that's awesome to hear 🙂

    That's an impressive beard, I think you might have Dax beat your most impressive beard from the LOTPW crew, lol

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  2. On 1/30/2020 at 1:56 AM, Tesset said:

    Anyway what up I gotta wake up in 4 hours, when do I get the adult skill that makes me tired at 9 pm

    August 22nd, 2020
    And it's a little round red pill, not a skill 😛

  3. I would also graciously accept the moderator position in RPGs stead

    I'd even be willing to go rogue and ban RPG if you just wanted him out of the way

  4. Reading through an old post from 2017 where we were arguing about gender for the umpteenth time, and...

    On 9/5/2017 at 1:21 PM, Tesset said:

    I'm (mostly) male, both as my sex and gender.

    Lmao, that "mostly" is doing a lot of work there, girl

    I also find it very helpful to distinguish, because while I don't experience physical dysphoria

    Lol, sure Jan

  5. Oh my god. [bleep] you, don't numerology at me 😠

    My dad subbed to that shit so hard. Can't tell you how many times I was told I was going to be angry forever because my birthday digits added up to 4 or whatever the [bleep] else -.-

    I hate astrology too, but numerology actually manages to be worse

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    5 hours ago, Sunli said:

    So; I'd say if you are a worrier in waking state, then your brain wants you to learn how to relax more. Don't take everything so serious. Be more chill 🙂 Does that make sence?

    I mean, brain, if that's what you're trying to tell me, then that one's on you babe. I've spent the past decade trying to get my brain to just relax, lmao, I don't want this anxiety disorder either

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  7. God, I'm having stress dreams or nightmares basically every night at this point. I say nightmares, but it's hard to call them that when my dreamself's response to everything is so blazé. Like, last night the dream was that I was being forced by an alien race to participate in the genocide of humanity by handling the distillation of nuclear waste with my bare hands. But, my dreamself's reaction was just... "yeah, alright". They were kind of bored, tbh. Like, no moral quandry over killing everyone. No fear of being tortured by the aliens. Not even a little bit of panic when I spilled the distillation station, and I have panic attacks every time I knock over an empty bowl irl!

    It's just weird. Like, the dreams suck, but to describe them as nightmares when they're so banal feels wrong. I never wake up scared, just a little annoyed, and it almost feels like it would be better to actually be afraid of those dreams...

     

    Wish I knew what my psyche was trying to do here

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  8. I keep trying to watch new shows or stuff during the quarantine, and having the same problem I always do where I get to the first piece of conflict and stop being able to watch the thing. It used to just be for certain kinds of conflict (mostly social friction from one person being tactless or awkward) that I couldn't deal with, but now it's like everything and idk what changed.

    It makes it very hard to stop being bored ;-;

  9. 15 hours ago, Goonstalf said:

    alright then whayt isss for sure

    Death and taxes, I hear. Then again, I know a few billionaires avoiding the latter, so who knows in this world.

  10. 3 minutes ago, Tesset said:

    Not to sound like a m*n

    To be clear, this is a joke about toxic masculinity, not a real statement about men, don't @ me

  11. Not to sound like a m*n, but y'all, I really wanna punch smth rn. Like, I was 1 step away from going back to Taekwondo before the pandemic hit, I had picked out a place, bought workout clothes, figured out how I was gonna manage stuff, and then we all had to go into social isolation? Sucks.

    I just wanna feel my legs kick again, feel myself move and be free. Like, my anxiety's pretty high right now, and I'm still managing it mostly, but I just really want some kind of a release for it, cuz there's not much I can do to use it productively. 

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