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This morning i decided to write a small poem about dealing with strugles, mainly cause i had been battling allergies and thought i could make a small poem about dealing with strugles and them making you tougher, well i kept writing and words kept flowing, all in all it took me an hour or so to write it, because i penned some things that shocked myself, but were true. i suppose. Poetry is a reflection of yourself, or an abstract of how you feel, or at least thats how i view it. this poem gets kind of darker then most of my lovesick stuff, and i think its some of my better work. albiet i did get a tad angry in the 2nd verse towards a certain female who treated me so nice...for homework and cash in highschool. so i kinda lash out at her in verse 2 . but other then that...its excellent. So here it goes, please give me any feedback you have on it. it does kind of have a hip hop flow, but i still like it, and it might sound good if i can find an instrumental to rap it too ... Anyways. here i present...Reflections Phil also said i could post it as below *hides* :P ____________________________________________________________ Reflections Sometimes you have to fall from grace.. Before you can look yourself in the face i cant explain how i feel. But something about this is very real. Even now i dont feel like my former self It's amazing what enduring a strugle can do to strengthen your health. Im Finally at the crossroad i never dreamed i would get too Oh- and to that slu* who used me in highschool- F*** You. you lead me on and gave me false hope You made me feel great- but i never saw the rope That you somehow placed around my neck Did you think without you i would strangle and die like a dog under its previous masters deck? Ive reached that time in my life when i have moved on I survived and my lack of confidence is mostly gone I've never been in love and i have never really lost. I used to romanticize love like spring flowers strugling for survival agaisnt that last frost. I want to do things i have never done before. Kiss, Cuddle, Make love and so much more. I Could write more about my fantasies but i might be called a perv. But who are you to judge me?! that takes nerve! We all are different and have things we desire to explore. At this point in my life i am wiser, stronger and more mature then before. Perhaps some of my innoncence got killed off somewhere down the line. Even so, i know ,Mentally and and emotionally i am fine Ive always wanted to mention people in my words ive written down and laugh as my red pen paints the town. But you know what? Its over and done with, Closure has cometh. Sure i could pen about girls who turned smiles into frowns and some schoolyard bullies who emotionally tore me down Mercyless, like i was some animal in a cage, But it does me no good to be filled with this consuming rage. Just because these words in this poem are dark. Doesnt mean my Kindness and emotions have been cast out of my heart. This poem is for my 18 year long story. For the next 20 years, the world better prepare better for me. I should of gave a verse to the friends who stuck with me this far, But i think those people already know who they are. My outlook on life hasnt changed. Although i will admit using anger and hate as motavation to succeed was deranged. Now i move on to succeed under my own drive and will. Im still at the crossroad and this time there is only one way to go This path is new and uncharted so i must take it slow. I will try new things and i will make mistakes. But thats better then having regrets for chances i did not take. In the end it turns out i have little left to say Time has changed me or i have broken out of my shell. I will find happiness, success and love-this i know now. Although im not sure where i will find it ...or even how. My Family, Friends and God has been good to me..this i can tell So as i take this New journey i ask you to remember me when you lie down to Pray _________________________________________________________________ Thanks for making it this far ohmy.gif

your crazy, Erixson ftw :P

Got one Feb 19th 2006 in under 300 total dusties killed. Also since this forum is all "no pic no proof" ~DaS

Just trying to keep dual standards out of this argument, cause its kinda bs to me to throw them in. never said you were not professional, but it has been an interesting read, so keep it up *Goes back to lurking* ~DaS

Personally, im agaisnt Abortion, morally i do view it as murder, that being said. i have read both Katryna's and Insanes posts, both open minded. Im not joining the debate on whats right and wrong But to Insane i must ask, Have you ever called a woman a sleezy name? i mean, men can sleep around with women and they are gods, women sleep around and even women trash talk them, where is the equality in that. Do you like being around women who sleep around with men? What about the miliatary, if every man in america got drafted into a world war, would you not feel angry no women were drafted? Anyone on this board can discuss equal rights, or dual standards, but thats lame, Theres Advantages Females have Men do not, and advantages Men have females do not, but why dont we have debates on these topics? Perhaps because abortion is just being discussed here, but can you honestly bring Double standards into this arguement without opening about 10 other gender issues? Personally a women carries the kid/baby/fetus/parasite, Although without the man's help, she cannot conceive, every man who decides to romp around in the bedroom should at least know- there is a chance a kid might pop up. That's one reason i feel if a man is mature enough to have sexual itnercourse, you should deal with the consiquences of a kid. Im a guy, if i knocked up a girl tommorow, thats my fault for sleeping with her on some random fling. The men may have to pay child support, but its a darn shame women are the ones who end up carrying the kid, and all men get is pure pleasure, so if a man gets a girl pregnat on a fling, thats is fault for having a one night stand. Period. Last year in a neighboring County, a single mother had to drive over 45 minutes to do a job at a hospital, she was a Cna who made minimal wage, and the dad wasn't in the picture, the mother worked 16 hour shifts at minimium wage to make ends meet, one day she couldnt afford child care, so in ford explorer she folded down the seats and left the kid in the car, her supervisor wouldnt let her bring the kid in the hopsital, and the kid died of heat exhaustion. Although what the lady did was stupid- you have to wonder...if the father was around would this happen? So personally as a man, i feel its cheap for us as a gender to argue about equality, theres quite a few dead beat worthless males already.. That being said--if the women has to carry around the kid/parasite it should be her damn choice on what happens to it, its her body, Not the mans. ~DaS If men as a whole showed some responsibilty, we wouldnt have Single Mom's in poverity for paying for childcare because the dad isnt around, I can think of a case last year in the news,

Lmao. thats fairly funny uou made me smile uk :P

Yes :P

Good luck on getting it appealed droolman, i would say more about how i feel, but im afraid if i do, i might get banned from the game myself for having a bad view of the customer support they have :oops: ~DaS

do you have a better list? was that a no? i was trying to give him a link to what he wanted, probally the ONLY semi accurate list online. you dont have to flame me for it, I still think the list might be more accurate then some think..because ace2you and rob were very seldom played by there owners... ~DaS

http://www.rsinn.com/users/gugge/signup.html oddly enough. lord soth is number 223 :shock: too bad they dont have the first 5k signups :( ~DaS

i do not understand this, there cant be a logical way to tell if your blocking ads without jagex installing some sort of "Spyware" thereself. that just doesnt make sense.

im glad you posted this leesters, because after last night i was sure hot and angry enough too. I always enter the wild with auto-retailate off, because thats how tttia taught me how to pk or go into the wild for saftey reasons. because normally because if someone attacks me, i dont wanna run after them... i want to make this choice for myself. at first i noticed i was getting attacked by teams (black hide and whip) but never thought anything about it, as i assumed i was a threat to get the kill. so then me and some friends were out there, and another clan came . we were going to put up a fight, so i turned autoretailate on, so i coudl fight whatever noob attacked me first. well, i was attacked by 10-12 people and when i came back to falador. my inventory was empty. i was a tad bit shocked and put it together this is a bug i saw random 80's and 90's being attacked by one person then a group. usally people in dragon, barrows or people with whips/ rune. i watched 10-20 people die and lose MILLIONS in seconds, and i just laughed some in real life and said they probally misclicked because they have not been to the wilderness before. so when i died, someone who pk's alot and often, and is used to dying. i realized something was foul. so i head up to the wilderness in a dds and wizzard robes, and left auto attack on. sure enough i screamed "HALF KEY WOOT" and people took off weapons and punched me... they just kicked me to death..and i thought to myself "What the hell...why would they kick me?" so then i go back to the monster, and i see strange events. hordes of 70's 80's and even 110s would punch people during the fight to see if they fought back. then when they did not fight back , they would live. if they did fight back, they would be gang kicked. then after the skull the weapons came out.. i KNOW when you go into the wild there is a risk, but since rsc, you have been allowed to attack back in retalliation after being attacked. there is no way you can justify this is fair. auto-attack is the DEFAULT attack option when you play runescape, people who dont pk and went into the wild for the first time in this update were in for a RUDE awaking. you can say its that risk, but your supposed to keep your 3 best items if you do not earn a skull. you cant say a players deserver a skull for being kicked and punch to death. it is a humilating way to die. knowing your being kicked to death by players 40 levels lower than you, and knowing if you fight back, your going to lose your 3 items to pkers who risk nothing more then a dds to try to pk your stuff. i submitted a bug report to jagex, and got a cut and paste copy about its been noted, and to talk to all quest characters to try to fix my problem. thanks lesters, your the man,

you were stat wiped? lol

picture is 1000 words :P

i remember you somewhat well. what was your main that got banned? *waves to ifellupahill* ~DaS

i have quite a few good friends from this game, a few who i call now and then, and a few i will visit sometime :P ~DaS

Sage Francis Apathy Genus Pro Atmosphere Ed Mejica did i mention i like rap? i like rock too, but i know my rap alot better ~DaS

Clan name:Keepers of Forgotten Honour Clan website: http://Www.kofh.co.uk Clan Council: Vhellcat and Das1330 F2p clan cape: purple P2p clan cape: blue cross Number of Members: 34 Average hitpoint and combat level: 91 Hp combat 111.39 Type of clan (skill or pk): Both Recent War Record(3): no wars yet

so people like me cant have a life and decide to enjoy life and not care about the runescape community for 6 months? I once quit a year for personal reasons, that i didnt feel i needed to let jagex know, and came back to find myself level 3 on rsc, wiped for innactivity. yet i come back on rs2 and get many goals. i logged into rsc once the other day for god knows why, and for that reason i can train my level 3 character---even though i have no desire too. i was wiped for getting a life, all while paying jagex 5 a month for a year for membership -because i liked the game so much i firgured i would support the company, and assumed that paying would keep an account safe. for me my beef with classic started probally a year ago, maybe alittle less. now many others have the same beef with jagex's treatment of classic, but its too little to late to me to save it All good things come to an end. ~DaS ps: to those who bash classic- without it- you would not of ever got rs2.

welcome back man, i remember you from long ago. add me in rs if you wish ~DaS

this post made me go back into oldschool relapse. i havent seen a pic of lamp in years, and i forgot all about elx, Quantom ( he always banned me in irc. haha) Jenjo- always a great skill totaler. and the pic of vintage fook cracked me up . thanks for the memories. keep it up :)

id be glad people followed me for a change....even if they just wanted free stuff. ~DaS

im interested- but does being a member in hosting cost me money?.... ~DaS

i do that in western north carolina! best buy FTW

both songs i wrote when i was dealing with personal issues. i KNOW what i was talking about. but have you ever had to deal with any hardships aside your parents not letting you eat ice cream past 10 pm on a schoolnight? :lol: i write raps based on my strugles, often my strugles are lame, love, women, fear, regret or depression. some uncertianty. as you get old in life you experiance these things. and rapping is my way of getting them off of my chest into a release. i dont plan on getting rich from it. i dont plan to get famous. i just wanted to know if i was awful or not. so go back to your little backstreet boys or techno or your garth brooks and try not to blast people who are at least trying to explore there musical abilities thank you and godbless ~DaS