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Confession: I sometimes get trolled easily. :cry:

 

Sorry about that. :grin:


"Imagine yourself surrounded by the most horrible cripples and maniacs it is possible to conceive, and you may understand a little of my feelings with these grotesque caricatures of humanity about me."

- H.G. Wells, The Island of Doctor Moreau

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Regret: Buying the new Black Ops map pack..

Confession: I'm too much of a person that will read without posting on these forums. Also I do most of the things like a left handed person while being right handed.

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Regret: Dating my employers son >< He cheated on me, so i dumped him and then i got fired >.> I got my revenge tho :'>

 

Confession: I'm sometimes crazy >.> Set off a paint bomb IN my ex's car. Also swam naked in a river before xD

 

Secret: Recent one none of my friends know: Last week was the first time i've ever had an alcoholic drink. And i liked it. >.<

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Confession: I've been stalking this forum for a year now without posting.

 

So that's where you've been. Nice to see you around still.

Yeah 'fraid computer is crap and Runescape is now too much for it. So I quitted it and I stalked here a bit.

Wongton is better than me in anyway~~

 

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Having Tourette's Syndrom (main tic I have causes me to jerk my head around a lot, I have a few others but I won't go into detail) is a pain in the ass. I pull muscles in my neck very often, and I've had this terrible head ache for as long as I can remember (seriously, from the time I wake up in the morning until the time I go to sleep, non stop head ache). Having these tics has left me with severe social anxiety (I wasn't really accepted in high school and was picked on a lot (pretty much had like one or two friends) which was the main cause of me dropping out and just testing for my G.E.D. which I got). Any time that I go out of the house, I always feel like everyone is looking at me and commenting on my tics behind my back. If someone behind me whispers to the person next to them and they both start laughing, I get really paranoid and pissed off at them. I need to get a job to be able to afford a car, but I can't deal with people.... When I'm in a room with a lot of people I feel like they're all staring at me and judging me/laughing at me on the inside. It get's to the point where I have panic attacks. The doctors have prescribed me many different medications to help with the tics. None have made any difference with it, they just put me in a zombie like state all day, but the tics still occur just as frequently as ever. The only medication I've found to help is marijuana. After smoking a single joint, I go from having my tics occur 5+ times in a minute, to having them occur maybe once in 10 minutes. The head ache goes away, and generally everything becomes better (social anxiety becomes pretty much nonexistant too). My mom accepts the fact that it helps me and is okay with me smoking. There are just two problems. I don't have a job so I can't afford it on a regular basis (and having a job will be hard with the social anxiety). The other problem is my dad. He accepts the fact that is helps me, but he doesn't want me smoking. I really don't know what to do. He doesn't want me to smoke, but I don't want to deal with this constant pain for the rest of the time I'm living with him.

 

Confession: I've grown tired of sobriety, and I've grown tired of what my father thinks of me.

 

Feeling depressed/angry. <_<

 

(I didn't know where else to vent my frustrations at, so I threw in that confession there to make it relevant to this thread).

 

I feel exactly this way about stuttering. How I'm very paranoid and think everyone is laughing at me behind my back. Just thought I'd let you know that you're not alone in feeling that way.

 

Truth is people talk about other people all the time. You should just learn to not let it affect you. You can't stop them, so why care?

Exactly. I used to be paranoid when I was younger. Now I just don't even care.

 

I have a minor stutter too and it sucks. I get paranoid so much.

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what i'm doing now:

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Confession: I moved to a new state a few days ago and when I start college here, it is my goal to hook up with as many girls as possible. I figure, I'm in a new state and no one knows me, why not just be a confident son of a [bleep] and act like my tics don't bother me. Maybe it will get me somewhere with the ladies.

 

Does wanting to have a lot of different sexual partners make me a bad person? (It really doesn't bother me if it does.)

 

Edit: By hooking up with as many girls as possible, I don't mean dating as many as possible. I mean having as many one night stands as possible.

99 HP, Attack, Strength, Defence, Summoning, Ranged, Herblore, Prayer, Agility, Magic, Slayer, Fletching, Fishing, Woodcutting, Mining, and Thieving.

 

Jagex'd out of my untrimmed hp cape on 6/14/2011.

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Confession: I moved to a new state a few days ago and when I start college here, it is my goal to hook up with as many girls as possible. I figure, I'm in a new state and no one knows me, why not just be a confident son of a [bleep] and act like my tics don't bother me. Maybe it will get me somewhere with the ladies.

 

Does wanting to have a lot of different sexual partners make me a bad person? (It really doesn't bother me if it does.)

 

Edit: By hooking up with as many girls as possible, I don't mean dating as many as possible. I mean having as many one night stands as possible.

 

I hardly think so. That's pretty much my plan when I move to SF for college as well :P

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Confession: I'm not as happy as I should be about getting Head Boy at school. It just seems like an effort.

 

I can so relate to this Andu, everyone wants me to be it for the next year but I really don't want it. More important things to worry about than such a silly position, and the thoughts of having to host an awards night, yuck.

 

Too many secrets to tell. :(

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Confession: I'm not as happy as I should be about getting Head Boy at school. It just seems like an effort.

 

I can so relate to this Andu, everyone wants me to be it for the next year but I really don't want it. More important things to worry about than such a silly position, and the thoughts of having to host an awards night, yuck.

 

Too many secrets to tell. :(

 

Seriously: I'm doing 4 A levels and have 2 part time jobs. I have enough going on in my life without being the focal point of the school and making speeches to every parent to wander into my school's doors ever.

 

Literally the only upside is that I get a funky tie.

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"Head boy" is a really funny word. It's almost dirty if you think about it.

To be honest, when I hear it I think of that one Harry Potter movie where one of the Weasleys becomes head boy. But you're right.

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Briobe122's 10-step guide to staking:

1. Get cleaned

2. Vow to never stake ever again! (very important)

3. welfare tds and get claws

4. kill glacors til i get boots

5. bandos ffa or more tds til i have around 50m

6. realize that it is far too hard to rebuild using steps 3, 4, and 5

7. give up the vow to never stake again

8. go back staking and make your bank back

9. if you failed at step #8, Go back to step #1

10. if you succeed at step #8, you will eventually feel the need to make money for rich people stuff, have a bad day of staking, then get cleaned anyways

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"Head boy" is a really funny word. It's almost dirty if you think about it.

To be honest, when I hear it I think of that one Harry Potter movie where one of the Weasleys becomes head boy. But you're right.

Yeah, I started thinking of Percy when this discussion started.

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Confession: It's a bit deep but...

When I injured my knee 3 years ago, after a surgery I got an internal MRSA infection. MRSA now kills more people a year then aids... And is near as fatal. It took my little baby brother from me when he was just 1. After battling MRSA (Which was the most pain I've ever felt in my entire life) for over 2 and a half years myself, I had given up and was actually looking forward to once again meeting my baby brother...

 

At that time, I was with a girl named Katie for 4 years. I started talking to this incredible and amazing woman, Kelly, over Skype and the phone for about 16 hours a day ($350 - 400 phone bills FTW). Kelly is the only reason that I've not reunited with my little brother because she gave me a reason to beat it (The MRSA). She is the only reason I was able to overcome it... And for that, I literally owe her my life.

 

Thus, I've since broken up with Katie and am now happily dating someone, Kelly, for the past 9 months, whom I met online. She is due to come back home to me in the next few days. :).

 

Secrets:

I am a bot developer for RuneScape.

 

JK, of course. ;). I actually was a developer for a few years but am no longer. I moved on to writing hacks for online games in my spare time.

 

I used to flatland BMX and was sponsored before my injuries. The secret was that I never did it for money or recognition... But instead the freedom I felt and the temporary distraction from reality.

 

The one and only thing I actually fear is death. Not afraid of it like where I won't go sky diving or anything... I'm an adrenalin junkie who constantly lives on the edge... But the idea of death. It used to keep me up every other night up until the age of about 16 and still to this day a few days a month. If I pass a graveyard, I won't look in that direction, nor will I go to anyone's, even a family member's, burial (Although I will go to a visitation if they are very close).

 

 

 

IDK if these are too deep, but I skimmed through and saw some others which were more in depth then mine so... :P.

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That's a pretty amazing story there, wicked. Quite inspiring, actually.

 

=D>

 

Confession: I play yugioh online.

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