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When I try to comprehend death (almost certainly simple nonexistence), I just think to what it felt like before my first memory. That is, less than nothing. Unaware. And that, I have no problem with.

To me, I can't even comprehend being completely and totally unaware. I know what being unaware of something feels like, but being unaware of everything? That can't be described with simple words (similar to how emotions can't really be explained fully with words).

 

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Regret.... I regret not telling my mom I loved her more. She died from cancer a few months ago. She was the strongest person I know...She had a rare type that no one has survived for more than 5 years, and only one in 3 million survived for more than 1. She dealt with it for 4. I thought with all my heart she'd be the first to outlive, I swore she couldn't be beat. I wish I had told her how much I respected her as a person. She made a lot of mistakes in life, but with a husband with no diploma and three children...she still persevered. I can never remember a moment I was hungry or felt unloved or abused by her. Never in my life did I feel like maybe I'd be better on my own. I was never there for her, to take care of her. I was too busy being selfish...usually playing runescape or something else online. I was a [puncture] to my own mother, dying of cancer, but never did she complain. She only ever provided.

 

Confession? I have met my future wife. Her strength of will astounds me. She has such a caring heart for everyone she knows, and for some reason she loves me, the guy with too many walls. I hope she can prove to me that my mother isn't one of a kind.

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So probably like a month ago or so I posted on here saying that now that I was in a new state and getting ready for college I had the goal of having sex with as many girls as possible. It would seem that plan has changed before it was even able to be put into action. New neighbors moved in last week. They have a daughter, she's black (LOVE black girls), she's gorgeous, she's my age, and we are now dating. So much for that awesome plan I had haha. Oh well, I really like spending time with this girl and every day I can't wait for her to get home from school so I can be with her (she's like 2 years younger than me so she's still in school).

 

Not really a confession, definitely not a regret, and not really a secret either. I just wasn't sure where to post this and I thought maybe you guys would enjoy reading about my happiness (Really you have no idea how happy I am right now. I mean, I'm a really big nerd, always playing RS and other video games, I never would have imagined that I could be with a girl as pretty and fun to be around as she is). :smile:


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When I try to comprehend death (almost certainly simple nonexistence), I just think to what it felt like before my first memory. That is, less than nothing. Unaware. And that, I have no problem with.

 

How can you remember what it felt before your first memory when you have no memories of it?

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When I try to comprehend death (almost certainly simple nonexistence), I just think to what it felt like before my first memory. That is, less than nothing. Unaware. And that, I have no problem with.

To me, I can't even comprehend being completely and totally unaware. I know what being unaware of something feels like, but being unaware of everything? That can't be described with simple words (similar to how emotions can't really be explained fully with words).

 

I caught the bold, by the way. ;)

Yeah not existing is not really something we can comprehend. There's no feeling we can put behind it to understand it. I've accepted that I can't comprehend it.

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I hate myself for getting involved in other people's problem's too much,

I guess it just eats away at me inside I also regret playing runescape

For over 60% of the day when I used to play hardcore.

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Kind of a regret:

 

I was thinking last night that there's so much I want to do right now. On one hand, I want to get really good at longboarding, which means a lot of riding every day and learning new tricks and getting better at riding switch so I can do more tricks. On the other hand, I want to start going to the gym, lifting and toning my body. On the third hand (yes, I have more than two hands), I want to have fun and relax and play video games. It'd be fun to get good at Halo and find a bunch of friends to play with on there. This hand includes TIF, which I also like spending time on. On the fourth hand, I have to focus on school and my social life (maybe look for a lady friend).

 

It's just really hard to prioritize because I don't have a whole lot of free time cause of school. And I want to do all of the above in that little amount of time. It's just difficult to do everything I want to do.

 

EDIT: And dealing with the above post, I also regret playing Runescape (for the most part). There's a few friends who I miss greatly, but other than that, I think about how much time I could have spent getting good at longboarding if I had gotten into it earlier.


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Hello everyone, my name is Halo and I'm addicted to school.


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Hello everyone, my name is Halo and I'm addicted to school.

 

Other than things you have to do.


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Come now, we really don't have to go to school. ;)


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Well, technically you have the ability to not go (i.e. just walk somewhere away from the school).

 

I'm just being funny. Haha? :mrgreen:


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When I try to comprehend death (almost certainly simple nonexistence), I just think to what it felt like before my first memory. That is, less than nothing. Unaware. And that, I have no problem with.

To me, I can't even comprehend being completely and totally unaware. I know what being unaware of something feels like, but being unaware of everything? That can't be described with simple words (similar to how emotions can't really be explained fully with words).

 

I caught the bold, by the way. ;)

Yeah not existing is not really something we can comprehend. There's no feeling we can put behind it to understand it. I've accepted that I can't comprehend it.

That's just it. Non-comprehension = nothing.


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When I try to comprehend death (almost certainly simple nonexistence), I just think to what it felt like before my first memory. That is, less than nothing. Unaware. And that, I have no problem with.

To me, I can't even comprehend being completely and totally unaware. I know what being unaware of something feels like, but being unaware of everything? That can't be described with simple words (similar to how emotions can't really be explained fully with words).

 

I caught the bold, by the way. ;)

Yeah not existing is not really something we can comprehend. There's no feeling we can put behind it to understand it. I've accepted that I can't comprehend it.

That's just it. Non-comprehension = nothing.

We cannot isolate the feeling of non-comprehension, though, and attribute that to what happens after death. Even though we cannot comprehend it, other emotions are still flying (for me, frustration is most prominent), we're still living, etc.

 

We're just going in circles here, because we cannot know what being completely non-comprehensive feels like (i.e. a being who's essence is non-comprehension).

 

Oh, and another thing, "non-comprehension = nothing" is not a fact, but your opinion. Just wanted to point that out. For Catholics, being unable to comprehend perfect love (or perfection in general) does not mean it cannot exist (i.e. is nothing). Rather, God's nature (for God is perfect, unconditional love and perfect in Godself) does not allow us humans to comprehend God. As the great St. Augustine wrote: "Si comprehendis, non est Deus" meaning "if your idea of God claims to totally comprehend God, then your idea is not God at all."


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Secret: I have downloaded the leaked new Dream Theater album "A Dramatic Turn of Events". I will defenetly be buying it when it comes out on the 13th of Sept. It really is worth buying, it might even be better than the old albums I still listen to.

 

It's going to be the 8th album I buy from them (out of 11).

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Secret: I have downloaded the leaked new Dream Theater album "A Dramatic Turn of Events". I will defenetly be buying it when it comes out on the 13th of Sept. It really is worth buying, it might even be better than the old albums I still listen to.

 

It's going to be the 8th album I buy from them (out of 11).

 

I thought it was really....meh. Nothing really stood out to me as different than the last few albums, which I didn't really like.

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It's probably an awkward confession..or secret w/e.

 

I've always wanted to be at the scene of something devistating on the planet, like 9/11.

 

NOW, before you say anything, It's more of curiosity to see first hand what it would have been like to be THERE at the scene of something that caused the world to stop still.

 

(and possibly be a hero, but that's different)


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Secret: I have downloaded the leaked new Dream Theater album "A Dramatic Turn of Events". I will defenetly be buying it when it comes out on the 13th of Sept. It really is worth buying, it might even be better than the old albums I still listen to.

 

It's going to be the 8th album I buy from them (out of 11).

 

I thought it was really....meh. Nothing really stood out to me as different than the last few albums, which I didn't really like.

 

What I like the most about this album is that they are going back to the progressive style more than the metal. Which is also why I originally loved DT for. So far I've been listening more to the pre-2005 albums more than the newer ones.

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I've always wanted to watch someone who really deserves death to die of some rather unsavory means - reserved for the most prolific offenders throughout history. People like Harold Shipman (http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/2136444.stm), or Delroy Grant serve as good examples (http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-london-12803014).

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I never want to see anyone die in front of my eyes. I would probably get anxious and have a fit.


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Have you checked who the referred people are? I really do feel that when they reach the point of no return (eg in the above examples), they should no longer remain on this world. I really don't think life without parole is sufficient to bring them to justice really.

 

I feel the death penalty should be brought back to the UK, reserved for the worst offenders with irrefutable evidence.

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I was just saying in general. I don't really support the death penalty, but if someone has to die (because the law says so or whatever), I don't want it to be in front of my eyes. I'd rather not know about it at all.


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Please do realise that I'm referring to a specific case when I passed that judgement. I'm not referring to everyone, just the worst offenders in history that deserves to die (whom have lost their right to life, as that right would compromise hundreds of other people's same right)

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