Put it all behind you, or at least tell me what happened because my potential music career was ruined a few months ago. When I said I needed that song, that meant that I needed a demo to send to an independent record label. I didn't have the song so I called them back saying that I had nothing. This June I went on tour, don't ask how I got to do that because I don't even know. I'm sending demos of my own songs to a few independent record labels and I'm going on a tour Fall-Winter 2011 and again Spring-Summer 2012 and I kinda want to use my own songs. It's incredibly hard for solo artists to go anywhere unless they're on some mainstream pop label or whatever. And guitarists are a dime a dozen so really be grateful I'm asking you to help me with this tour after what happened. Whether it was my fault or not, I just kinda wanna know what happened. It's over and I don't make the same mistake twice. If you really don't accept this as my way of saying that I really messed up, don't even answer, block me, and I really hope you have a better life than mine will be without this opportunity, and I'd be so sorry I even asked. ______________________________________________________________ About to send that to a girl that did an incredibly selfish thing to me, did I word it right?