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  1. I am an American, not currently living in MA.
  2. Hey TIF... I'm going to find myself going of to college soon and I'm not really certain which of the seemingly infinite roads there are to take. I do know that a long-time goal of mine is to be accepted into and attend MIT. What I don't know is pretty much everything else. I'm extremely gifted in computer programming (Java, PHP, etc) (it's my forte), and it would be best if I went into that for a living. However, I'm not sure what that entails. Computer Sciences? MIT has a course (I think) called Electrical Engineering and Computer Sciences, which would be awesome, because I (guess) I'm interested in both of those, if what I assume is correct. So... two main things. 1.) I'm talented at programming in computer languages. I also like building things, and I dream a future life similar to Tony Stark (in the Iron Man movies), minus the weapons development. Which major/degree should I dive into? 2.) If anyone has tried to or has attended MIT, could you please tell me about the class life? Perhaps some tips on admittance? Thank you very much for your time and support.
  3. I just wanna thank you guys for your help... I've just pushed aside my meh and have became my banter-y, fun self again, just like that. There's not enough thanks I can give to repay for the feeling I got when she stopped giggling, sighed, and said "I missed you." Another mission accomplished (Y) I really need to come and pay it forward here sometime.
  4. I haven't done anything wrong to her, if anything, I've "been the best anyone has ever been to her"... it's me... edit: also; rob, we have cousin signatures =P <3RiseAgainst
  5. Well, I posted that comment because it said he was actively viewing the page, and I assumed he was going to share some of his famous wisdom.
  6. I don't know guys. I can't take this anymore. The external nor the internal.
  7. How do I stop worrying that she'll leave me, or leave me and tell people I'm a terrible person?
  8. Please help me. I have had a [cabbage]ty past month and a half, and I can't take all of this stress anymore. Everything externally has gotten better but now I'm internally a wreck and ruining everything. Including my relationship. Everything was great in the beginning and it was the happiest relationship and now I'm [bleep]ing running every [bleep]ing thing into the [bleep]ing ground. Through all of the recent stress, fighting from family, and my girlfriend being distant from fighting within her family, I've broken. I've become so paranoid that I can't enjoy anything anymore, and anything I've previously enjoyed, like I've previously stated, I'm running it all into the [bleep]ing ground. I don't mean to bring all this downing into the thread but this is serious and if I don't get solve it, I can only foresee things going further and further South. First, I'm worried that my girlfriend will break up with me. Second, I'm worried she'll go and be upset for some reason and tell everyone that I'm a bad guy for stupid reasons or something. It's all irrational. And I'm scared to death because of it. This is my first actual long-term relationship after so many failures that have built me up to think and worry like this. I've never been able to trust anyone, and despite the great, lively, spontaneous beginning, I'm now driving it all to [cabbage]. She knows my worries. She promises me that she won't do any thing I fear, and bless her for putting up with my [cabbage] all this time... at least, until now... now she's upset that I'm worrying about all of this and of course, our relationship is suffering because of my huge insecurities. There's no fun anymore, there's all distance, and my "prevention" is causing the doomsday. In the grand scheme of my transformation a couple years ago, and all I've learned about social dynamics, you don't need to educate me on that. I'm well, well aware on how [bleep]ing badly I am [bleep]ing this up. Many of you would have told me to cut, run, and gtfog, but I don't want that. I want to keep her. I'm just [bleep]ing everything up with my paranoia and insecurities and I can't do anything about it. It's not fair. I can't ever win; I can't ever be happy. I can't take any of this anymore. If my life is going to be this screwed up I'd rather just not live it this way. I've dealt with enough of it. Please fix this. I don't know where else to go.
  9. Just something to add (and not ask, for once): we're all gamers here (or at least we used to, at one point), and whenever I hear talk about this, I remember this great analogy... You want to level up your babe-getting skills, right? Social level, whatever. How do you get advance levels in mostly all skill-based video games? Experience. Sure, that may mean clicking a tree 250 times every hour, but how would you define 'experience' in real life? Basically, real life experience is anything - win or lose, and you learn from it. You're still gaining levels... in fact, that's what I did most of my life... you grow up actually when you make mistakes... that's a key... if you're successful all the time, you're not growing.
  10. Alright, so, my friends really want me to do theater. I have to audition with a broadway-ish song, and my friend recommended Dancing Through Life from Wicked. I don't know anything about Wicked, theater, or singing. Please help. I really want to do well, and as much as I understand this is a 'it's your first time, you'll fail/learn/blah', I want to pwn as much as I can. I don't want to be the awkward kid who goes up there and sings off key who looks like a fool in front of who's opinions I care about (which, is the situation). If any of you have advice on theater, singing (at all); or specifically Dancing Through Life for my audition, that would be awesome. Thanks guys. --- Additional Info: I'm not new to music, just singing and theater. I've been a musician for about 10 years (basically all of my life) and I'm multi-instrumental. My friends say that I'm a good singer, I don't believe them. I want to be awesome. My very honest friend said if I could 'drop the nasal' [tone, I'm assuming] then I would be great.
  11. RPG, I'm pretty sure I read that in the voice you desired... I appreciate. I'll get things together sometime soon.
  12. Damn I could sure use a pep talk too... [ - and also I feel like I'm a mood swing-y person, I only post up in this thread in instances of extreme happiness or issues. i promise, i'm at least that stable - ] I've been in a relationship for almost a few months now, but it's been starting to get shaky lately and I really don't like that... I don't know if it's me, or if she's uncomfortable with me, or she's having second thoughts, or she is just pity-dating me (I can assure you, underneath this finally shiny exterior is a [cabbage] load of insecurities, and they're coming back). I'm pretty sure if I was just in state (does anyone here use that?) or basically feeling really confident and happy I could fix things just like that... but my past insecurities are getting the best of me. Please help. =/
  13. Homecoming. Best night of my life. I love all you guys. Let me take this moment in my emotionally-high state to let you know that. Everything that has changed me from the worst case scenario to now is all due to you. The skills, the mentality, the confidence. Funny how all of that stemmed from my love of Runescape... who would of thought a RS help site would of had one of the biggest impacts on my life. Srs, straight, up, bsns yo. Thanks guys.
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