The Final Surgery

Thud. Thud. Thud.

I could hear my heart beating.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

The surgery machines were turned on.

Scrape. Scrap. Scrape.

The tools were being sharpened.

All I could do was watch. My muscles werenÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t reacting. I was motionless; paralysed. Yet I could still feel pain. Pain from the wound. From where the bullet was removed.

More Sedative. I thought desperately.

They needed to know.

Something cold against my skin. Metal.

Thud. Thud. Thud.

I tried to tell them. I tried to warn them. But my mouth wouldnÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t move.

Thud. Thud. Thud

Suddenly, pain like nothing I have felt before came crashing down on my feeble body, rattling my brain, sending vibrations to every nerve of my body.

The needle went in

Another eruption of pain.

The needle came out.

The wound burning like never before.

I couldnÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t cry. I couldnÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢t scream. The pain was kept inside.

Thud. Thud. Thud.

Each stitch was more painful than the last.

Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud.

My heartbeat was checked.

Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.

My heart was pulsing faster.

Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.

I could almost move.

Fragments of words. Heart. Stroke.

My eyes flew open. Blinding white light.

My mouth opened. One word. Help

Oh crap. I had realised too late. The shock. The pain. Then, the stroke.

My heart set on fire, inflating, bulging, retching. My body went rigid. My mouth snapped shut. My eyeballs bulged from their sockets. Shockwaves coursed through my veins.

The world went blank. Forever.

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I saw on the news, once, that a woman had their stomach cut open, but the sedative had failed. She couldn't move, and was lucky to survive the ordeal. This story is based on that incident.

Yes it certainly is a possiblity. However the chances are very rare. Though that doesn't mean that the experiance is any less painful.

This is another one of those perfect balance things, between realism and peceived threats...If you have a complete fear of something then it could and probably will cause you alot of problems. If you stay ignorant though the problem is still as threatening as it was and when it happens you are not prepared at all.

Of course if you were to trace is back to a far enough point you would find that it was a long distant cause, not this cause that actually caused the who event to start off...That is what needs to be dealt with...the cause not the consquences.