Just thought I'd give a reason why I've been trying to get people to get draz to talk to me and why I've not been so active on the forums.

On Monday my girlfriend and I decided to split (it was more her decision than mine as I thought everything was good and lovely)....... We were a better than amazing couple tbf according to people and we spent 2 years together with the odd break up or break in between...... It had been going really well but I don't know why she's decided to do this. :cry:

So those who I ask to talk to Kieran (draz) please do so because he seems to be really angry at me for breaking a promise that is quite serious...... He'll tell you if he feels and I might do too, but I don't feel like saying it atm. But one thing is certain - I need my Irish Brother from another Mother...... And I'm sorry I did what I did dude..... it was something to help get rid of the pain, but I guess it doesn't work. I can hardly sleep, food doesn't like to stay down, I even had to dehydrate myself to stop crying...... So dude I need you :cry: :cry:

Also the reason for the status being "Maybe I'll fall hard.... Hit something tough to break me, something sharp to rip open my insides and bleed out all this pain" is lyrics from a song called "Maybe I'll Catch Fire" by the Alkaline Trio....... It's something that sums up how I feel. Also I'm hooked on How to Save a Life by the Fray and Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright.

I love this community, however ima take a little time out but I'll lurk everywhere during the time I can just to try and take my mind off everything.

Ezk X