life
Entry posted by dirk4slayer
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13 sept 2010 0:41
Kinda surprising Californication can provide such a creative spark, making you think about what it is that youre exactly feeling. Dont know exactly how to say it (as always heh), but sometimes you just feel like youre being screwed over by the universe, God or whoever is behind all this [cabbage] happening to you. Feelings that have been there for so long that have finally gotten an outlet, however secret as it is. Confusion, distraction, yes, no, yes, no, its like riding a rollercoaster of emotions without knowing where or when the track will end. Having lost control of the entire situation, with the ride being coordinated by something other than yourself, you realize that theres nothing you can do except enjoying the way there, making sure neither one of you falls out in the meantime. And then theres that handbrake waiting to be pulled. And even though you know theres no way of being certain of the destination of the journey, and that you could offer the both of you a way out without causing yourselves harm simply by pulling it, its that tiny chance of achieving happiness that keeps you from doing it. Because, lets face it, shes simply all youve ever dreamt of.
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