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I don't know what wasting and not wasting is for money with me, since I'm fed and clothed and whatnot by others

I have more money than her, lol. Just no steady income. I don't spend though, I still have like $900 from graduation money (which was $1655) and then a bit from grandparents for birthday. Let's see... Let's get awkward and personal. I have. Okay, it says I have $758.67, but mom owes me $280, so let's say... $1038.67 I'd say Cyndi has never had that much money all at once. She's a spender.

Money wasn't an issue because Cyndi was the only one with money, lol. And then jerkoff was like "she freeloadin', dump that [garden tool]" and the same day she bought me something. Now it's just random who buys things, I always BRING money when I go places with her, but last weekend she paid everything no question and before that I offered and paid most of whatever crap we bought

It was her fortune, I screwed up. Mine was the next picture, something about moving to a wonderful new place in the next year... aka a college dorm. Yeah, sometimes I truly believe fortunes and dreams and whatnot, I've had some to give me reason to do so.

It's way awkward to tell someone to pay for something.

And then the picture of HER (I forgotted) fortune from New Year's Day, three days before Cyndi and Jerad started dating... "A good friendship is often more important than a passionate romance." when I took her out to dinner. because my family was still gone at my dad's house, and we were being independent 17 year olds. That one was her fortune.

I hate money.

So now I'm creeping my own photos, going through mobile uploads, there's one of Cyndi sitting in a box while cleaning... I just laughed because that box was full of old underwear and socks

I mean, you all totally want this I especially like the black lines from the screen, since my sister was taking these from inside Oh and wits is creeping my photos just so you all know

I could go to the winter one I had for about... an hour last year before getting sick of it

Yeah, didn't care enough to block them out, and the last name is already known by the stalkers of the thread anyway I do need a new facebook picture though, I'm not good at changing it or having good pictures taken

I don't have credit cards yet, but they scare me. Not from the movies they showed us telling us "oh so many college students kill themselves over credit card debt" but because of stuff my mom's had to deal with. I mean, to build credit I'll have to have something, but they'll be treated like debit or true emergency uses only

And then facebook doubles my favorites [hide][/hide]

That's how my parents did it, or they'd have a credit card or two of their own too. One neighborhood couple has completely separate (aka Cyndi's family) because Cyndi's mom got screwed over by Cyndi's biological father, he was a drunk and spent it all or whatever but Cyndi's mom is the spender between her and her husband, she has like 1957934792478 credit cards... and I've seen her husband use plastic only a few times, and that's always debit. Otherwise, he uses cash. also, and then I add my first tif person on facebook... when we've "known" each other for 5 years or whatever lul

That got ranty, but I hope jerkoff wasn't too butthurt that his girlfriend bought the hat thing and several other things at the mall of America one day, then drove 45 miles to see her friend, then bought her friend dinner (and taco bell later), paid to get her belly button pierced, drove back the next morning, then bought her friend dinner again that night, since he has no right to complain when she'll drive 4-5 hours alone to see him and probably spend a ton on him since he's a retard And paying back, it can be awkward or it can be a non-issue whether it happens, it's just usually not well-defined or it changes

Even more awkward is telling someone how to spend their money. If your funds aren't all together, you have no right to say that the other person can't buy something; you're just being controlling. Small exception if the money is being spent on you, but if your girlfriend wants to buy something for $28 that you think is stupid, it's her money. And sometimes she'll end up buying it when you're not there to stop her two weeks later, because when she's not with you, she's her own person most of the time, so she can buy what she wants and hang out with who she wants and care about things other than you

Money is such an awkward subject. Depending on the nature of the relationship, in ANY relationship (family/friends/dating/etc) there's always an awkwardness concerning whether the money is expected to be paid back or by when. It's awkward to discuss it, it's awkward to not discuss it and not know the expectations. For example, I handed Cyndi $40 a couple days before I left for the school year for gas, so it was basically gas for her to get to work and drive around with her stupid boyfriend. At the time, she said oh yeah I'll pay you back when I see you blah blah and I said oh don't worry about it. I don't care right now, but if I needed it, it'd be awkward to be like "soo, that $40 I gave you in August... I want it. Now." But then with other friends, if I borrowed $5, I'd bring it to them the next day. It depends on where you're at with whoever is lending/borrowing. For dating stuff, mutual expenses should be near half when you think about it, but a lot of time you just go "oh I got this one" and then it ends up looking completely uneven because one person is always more generous than the other, or one person buys practical things with the money they spend towards the relationship like food and the other buys gifts expected of them to buy by society.

Straight cash handover is always awkward.

Shoooot. Gotta be over to main campus by 8 tomorrow instead of the usual 8:45ish. I haven't woken up before 8 since... orientation week, when I had the dumb idea to shower in the morning and wake up at 7:15. Poop.

Depends on my surroundings how high/low my volume is. If I'm around people, I like it loud enough to hear clearly but quiet enough that nobody else can hear it

I always have to check with my ipod too, since it's usually up towards full volume because then it works best when plugged into stereos

Doesn't gross me out at all. It also doesn't show any other characters, which makes sense since most major characters don't last forever Awesome, forgot laptop volume was at 100% and put ear buds in. That didn't wake me up at all or anything

The routine, the code, it's the perfect way to start the show.

Good episode, but not so cliffhanger like the last one except from seeing the preview for next episode

Dexter is in Kearney, Nebraska.