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Thanks for the advice. I'll definitely be careful.

If I met her in rs; I always met her in rs. I have no intention of meeting her in rl.

I was tired of real life , crime , war, violence , people hurting each other in so many ways , the sorrow and final sadness.It's so hard to accomplish anything in such a world. However , in runescape , I can be the best firemaker , I can do so much , I will. I was sick of it. So I quit reality. Then I met her. Things changed...I could fly , float in the sky in the whiteness of the bright light. Nobody could stop me . I flew higher and higher until ...I went so high I didn't exist anymore. So I kept going and I became new. She made me feel this way. I never asked to know her through real life. I just want to hear her voice...Im just so shy. She has a myspace...

Please help me...I have a problem. My best friend in runescape wants me to call her in real life but i'm scared. Before I came to runescape , my life in the real world was really tough.When I was introduced to runescape. Real lifers didn't really like me , they hurt me in so many ways including others.I was blamed for things I didn't do and I suffered. Eventually , I decided to stop talking for good. Everyday I encountered these real lifers, I wouldn't say a word, I stopped talking to my parents , teachers , anybody in public. I wouldn't talk to one person,then, I wanted to talk again but I couldn't . It was too hard...there was nowhere for me to go. Everybody I knew died . When I came to runescape, I had a chance to start over , a new life... I started over, at first , it was just a game. Almost one year later , runescape became my only hope. It was the only place I could talk. Around the year 2003 I met a friend at falador east bank. It was strange how we met but that made it unique. In real life , you just meet people. Simple as that , you meet at a store, etc. In runescape , you can meet anywhere , in the wild, in a dungeon or even in the middle of nowhere.Not only the place where you meet ,its how you meet that person.There was this one person I met in rs that made me feel so hopeful . She was the only that gave me the courage to speak again . There would be times when I was hurt in real life and stabbed in the heart. Everyday , I would talk to her...she gave me confidence. I could believe so much because of her. I didn't just meet her in a store or at school. I didn't meet her in a reality of suffering and I didn't just meet her. I met her in the middle of nowhere , like it was destiny.She wasn't the only friend I met like this , I met so many friends the same way. There were many times , when I wanted to kill myself in the real world. These friends saved my life. They gave me courage and brought me back into the new existance.That friend, she wasn't just a friend , I thought of her , on this hilltop; so windy , at night. I would be on top of that hilltop and she would come running up to me.Then she would hold me and I would believe in her. That's how I felt about her.Together, we flew in the sky , over the ocean , in a dream that lasted forever! With unbroken bonds of the new existance.I DECLARE THESE BONDS UNBROKEN. I will fly with them forever in a dream that turns to the new reality. She made me feel this way about everything and I really want to tell her about everything but I can't talk in rl. There were things we did in rs that wouldnt be possible in real life.That made it true love...meeting her through runescape , knowing her through rs. She's a good person , never hurt anybody and she never got mad. She showed me pics of her and yes, she is really pretty. She looks even prettier to me through RS though. What should I say?! I'm really shy in real life , I have a disorder called selective mutism , doesn't let me speak in real life. I almost can't speak to my parent's at all and don't talk at all in public. I try...I try to pick up the phone but I just can't! Despite my problem's I set real life goals , I promised her , I would reach these goals. Ill do it for her.Please , I need advice. If you want add me , we can talk in runescape. I can't talk to anybody in real life , so im asking runescapers for advice.