Pepsiguy

[bleep] it im just gunna use buckets and get the water out

thats why i stop with the suicide i use to think about it more when i was younger but yeah theres people that have it a lot worst then me and killing myself means that i couldnt take any troubles in the world also i woke up to find a giant ass bird under my desk im not as pissed cause they caught something 3x bigger then they usally get

well im off i really need to sleep

ughhhhhhh dax, theres so many problems in my family my family is held by thin straps of duct tape and my family isnt even really a family to me except my sister i've been talking to her all night and ive been CRYING i feel so weak right now i hate how my family is i hate living like this everything in my life is broken except my relationship with lacey and i've never had much of a childhood i've always just done things by myself and im still doing that and i hate it i hate not being able to say my dad was an actual dad to me my dogs have seen me break down and cry more then anyone has combined and i've thought about suicide or running away but that means im weak so no [bleep] that if breaking down helps me get though and venting here nad to my sister and lacey then so be it theres those voices in my head but i dont like opening to people that i have them always gets me paranoid and makes me think people think im psychotic ugh everyday of my life ive been given the shorter stick and i try to make my uses with it and live happy but then the stick gives me splinters and i get brought down again and i feel like a burden complaining to you and to who ever reads this i just want to get highschool over with as fast as possible and leave

no probably not but they wont just [bleep]ing leave me alone I DO NOT LIKE THEM AND THEY DO NOT LIKE THAT

dax, only if you can see it ugh

they [bleep] at me for leaving and then they dis on lacey so then i kicked one of their asses and they are [bleep]ing stupid i want to [bleep]ing shoot them alli m so [bleep]ing pissed off right now [bleep]

why cant old friends just leave they keep trying to get me back but god i hate them all and they wonder why even though its obvious

why do most guys have an urge to light something on fire if given the chance

one of you aussie should be the australian version of james bond

dream about the let the drummer kick

whats happening to me my meals have been made up of pepsi and crackers every once in awhile and dinner every other day i eat to little now

i love this cat she can climb up on my lap and snuggle and rub her head against me and she knows when im shirtless so she wont extend her claws when she puts her paws on me ITS SO AWESOME

you read my mind

we all refreshed at the same time wo

almost done clearing ship so much sand im using

looking at the hairs on my body it looks like my belly button is the center of gravity and the hairs are being pulled there THIS IS FASCINATING ME

why would i?

this ship is a [bleep] to clear

yeah i remember it being here before

you guys are [bleep]ed up and gunna scare giordano away

>who and pie what the [bleep]

it's that time of month for who again

found a sunken ship to the right of the monster spawners that i did not notice before will clear it of water and post then i think either scavenge it or keep it like it