goodbye1

Hi ive been playing / addicted to Rs for last 7/8yrs, My dream was always to be #1 player (even though I didnt stand much chance of it), then dungeonering was bought in, Im sorry but with MY skills I want to do them as much as possible on my own, 1 of the things that kept me playing was looking back and thinking wow I did that, Im not a loner on here and do group things but I do not want to share my skill, Why did you bring dung in as a skill? as a team game it would have been fantastic, but I guess people like me really do not count, in the last 2 years this game has been made so easy, I get a thrill out of trying to do somthing and then when I do ive been known to cry with happiness lol or kicking the wall when ive got killed for the 10th time (trying to do the fire cape), I will never leave RS totally but my heart is no longer in it, Anyone got any ideas how I can overcome the feeling of disappointment i now have, I used to play every day last logged in for 15mins other day and hadnt been on for 17 days!!!