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Monky

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As i sit alone inside my old guild

 

Round a table once full of souls

 

My mind is lost imbetween reality and madness

 

My eyes masked by inabitions I never knew

 

Strangled the vines of life with all my strength

 

And then locked the door and hid under my draping mask

 

Now my guild has abandoned me

 

Our hall is no longer ours

 

Sold to the highest bidder

 

Leaving me abruptley discarded by the ones loved most

 

As i sat and watched it happen

 

Before they left they spoke some words

 

Of me letting slip of my sanity

 

Letting the control of demons taint my thoughts

 

Relying on things to keep me fighting

 

But alas I lend the favours of my source

 

And returned with the sorrow I am facing

 

I watch my fortune slip away

 

A fortune not of gold or purfumes

 

But of the boy I once was

 

Before I was rushed into the skin of a man

 

From the warm humble fire

 

To bewteen the ground and the animal fur under the stars

 

My fellow heros I have to ask

 

Did no one follow me down this path?

 

As i finish the poisen in my chalice

 

I step up and walk to the mirror

 

Gaze inside and all I see

 

Is the table full of heros but no sign of me

 

My friends I scream how are you there

 

Sitting around the table eating so honorable

 

The colors so vibrant glow in the mirror

 

Not even my reflection appears anymore

 

As I turn around to look back

 

All I see is the table

 

An empty glass and an empty bottle

 

Bled dry of colors

 

Left hollow in black and white

 

From then I realised...

 

My guild and heros hadnt abonded me at all

 

Id left them

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"We shouldn't wish for easier lives, we should wish to be stronger men"

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Thank you this is a medevil based poem but its based on a terrible part of my life i went through see if you guys can work out what was going on with me

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"We shouldn't wish for easier lives, we should wish to be stronger men"

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Sounds kinda like you ran a guild and it didn't become fun for the members anymore, so they left one by one. Until you were alone.

 

 

 

Or, you decided to be controlling in the real life, and your friends began leaving you alone.

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