Primal's Blog

And thats when I told you

"expect the best cause I'm everything he's not"

You turned to me

as you looked me in the eyes you said

"thats why I fell for you, I won't ever let you go"

(why I won't let you go)

And as our hearts grew closer

I believed every word you said

Now you've betrayed me for the one

the one I saved you from

Running through the darkness

This Rose in my chest must burn

And this vibrant red turns black

tainted by the lies you live

Thats why I fell for you, and why I've let you go

The back story....well I helped a friend get over this guy she fell pretty hard for. We got into the habit of talking a lot and we eventually fell for each other. We couldn't date though as I was 18 and she was still a minor, so we just kept it at that, still talked all the time...eventually her parents got sick of it and said we couldn't talk or see each other, and I didn't want to piss them off. I let my feelings die off but I didn't forget what we had, and I thought she'd done the same...and today I saw her and the guy I supposedly help her get over kissing and cuddling in public. I wasn't hurt because I still cared for her, I was hurt cause everything she said was a lie. Every single word. let me know how you like it, and gonna make it into a song with a friend, maybe I'll post that later haha

Haha I got 50 strength today, and now all I got is 2 mor range and mage levels and I'll have 50 even everything :P

I also got 65 fletching recently, now time for the cash to start rollin in :P

Well after spending a night browsing these forums and truly falling in love with this community...I figured I"d make a post haha So I guess you wanna know who I am...

My names Sean, I live in a small mountain town in California, and have lived here all my life. I played runescape for the first time when I was about 12 in 2003, and I'm 19 now...I can't believe it's been seven years haha well I've had many many accounts, but I didn't stick with one till I was 14, and his name was Pegpenguin. I played on him for about a year, till I got sick of the ads slowing down my computer (I had the worst possible desktop possible and still could play rs2 :P) so I begged my mom to let me become a member. So I got a full years worth and I was ready to take on the world. Unfortunately I didn't have too many friends outside of my small small clan lol and eventually, some how, I was given the leadership position in that clan, even though most of the members had disbanded. So I did my best to keep it going but eventually I couldn't handle runescape, school, girlfriend and job, so I gave up my beloved game. I came back about a year later and payed for another years worth of membership, ready to see what had changed. And boy oh boy did a lot change haha but I adapted quickly and became extremely fond of the tip.it AOW forums, and that was my full experience until a couple weeks ago.

I continued on playing on Pegpenguin for awhile, taking a break after awhile. When I came back in June 09, I noticed none of my old friends played on pegpenguin, my main reason for keeping that account...so I decided to do a little experiment, and to start a new account with members, see what it's like gaining levels from nothing. Thats when I came up with my current account, who started out as PrimalZebra but changed name to PrimeGrizzly, just cause it's more vicious :P

So thats where I'm at in runescape. I'm a big part of The Cursed Skillerz, as a recruiter but I'm thinking of stepping down from that position and going for Mod. I've grown a lot in the runescape community on this character, more than I thought I ever could haha. So I'm expecting almost no one to like this but whatever :P I'll post again in a couple of days I guess, about my life, and about PrimeGrizzly :P

Go suck on a bagel and have a nice day :P