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Who knows though, one of her relationships last summer, the guy didn't talk to her because he "didn't have a phone anymore" a day after they started "dating" and was in love with his best friend CLEARLY; Cyndi only met him a total of like 5 times, and she got mad when one of our friends asked him about it and he dumped Cyndi because he'd been dating her because he "felt bad for how obsessed she was with him so he played along with her fantasy." So basically, friends watching out for her is a no-no.

Yeah, since they have a romantic relationship that makes them best friends and therefore she needs no other friends. Except his. That's fine.

Well yeah, it's her behavior. She gets sucked in and they're both immature in their own ways. He wouldn't have made the ridiculous demands for her to cave to if he wasn't a jealous idiot, and he has no reason to give dirty looks to my house when, honestly, we got along face to face just fine before the early August thing. I don't think he'd had a girlfriend before, and all her previous boyfriends were stupid. She'd acted like this before somewhat, but not to this degree. She's rarely been comfortable talking to me about her relationship issues while she's still in relationships, but afterwards she's been able to open up sometimes. So I have no clue if everything is as perfect as she says, or if she's just defensive because something is wrong and she's struggling.

lol, Portuguese. It's a lot easier to learn Spanish if you know Portuguese than it is the other way around, apparently, according to the Brazilian kid at my HS.

I just like keeping people close. I have some friends I can talk to every few months, but it's not like that with Cyndi or even Jessie. And part of what's so conflicting with Cyndi is that I'm legitimately worried about her. She's always somewhat been emotionally retarded and doesn't know how to react to people caring about her, but for a while it wasn't as bad. Now she's defensive when I express any concern about her. I understand it's easier to focus on one thing in your life, but you can't cut everything else out. She thinks she doesn't need a lot of things she used to depend on, and her boyfriend is a decent guy (besides blindly hating out of jealousy) but he's not a god. And, like I told her, she needs girl time and little kid time, which equates to friend time, which, since everyone else is out, equates to Emily time, which she enjoys while it's going on but won't admit it before or after.

Yeah. A lot of what I talked about with the counselor was how other people worry me and everything out of my control is stressing me out basically.

She goes back to talking to me like nothing happened usually within hours or at most a day or two. Today she worked from like 11-9 or something, for his family, and then skyped him I'm guessing. No time to text me back apparently.

That was August, the one where I was at my dad's and my mom told me about it and then her aunt and my mom both talked to her about how that's completely wrong to say that about anyone and especially on facebook and whatnot, that was when her boyfriend was butthurt and thought I was making her care about him less... because I'm her neighbor and we hung out a lot. The appointment went well, I said I'd do another but that's not till the 14th

Well, every time we used to fight in the summer you'd be able to tell because she's post something on facebook along the lines of "derp boyfriend is air I breathe don't need anything else", or the one about "he's a bigger part of my family than she'll ever be"

Nope her head's so far up his butt that she's eating his crap like it's candy, and then that's what she spits out at me. That's why he's such a jerk, he's severely constipated. Makes sense now.

She's just a butt hole.

Cyndi always specifies that she's going into her warm bed with her blanket... I made her that blanket, and I remember that night vividly. New Year's Eve 2009. We watched one of the Joy Ride movies, made them on my living room floor for big enough space to lay the fleece out. Why does she mention her blanket but not talk to the person who made it for her?

sin/cos. yeah they're useless, we used to always ask math teachers what the point of us learning things was and trig identities have no point.

Yep. In the beginning I was writing because I can't picture how to simplify three letter words, but now it's a breeeeeze

Well the funny thing is, I have to verify identities, and the assignment is online... so now I hit a point where I just have to fill in blanks with fraction signs already drawn and things basically laid out for me, walk through the park.

Mmmmm I love trig identities... I have to write out work if I expect to get them right the first time. I don't like actually having to write out work.

Totally forgot about this math homework, yay. I could blow it off, but I shouldn't.

Jessie's roommate keeps changing all the clocks in the room to be 5 minutes fast as some kind of self motivator, but the clocks won't help if she lets her phone alarm go off a million times each morning before waking up

Oh look, a get. Halo's up past his bedtime. And now, the bestest kitten of all for 6K: Just classic.

lol@ how everyone always thinks psycho isn't from the US