blaah

Smooooooooooooooooooooth.

Never woulda guessed

The socks are stretchy so loose

I didn't feel like slipping shoes on if that's what you're referring to

Dog wanted to go get squirrel, obviously he did not get squirrel but then dog tried tripping me and garbage can and it's hard to run in socks on cement

STUPID DOG

http://www.omgpop.com/?r=3ex6

I'm bored

I want my mom to come home

I should probably pack, let my brain calm down from the bright computer screen, and go to bed. Night.

Just disappointing, again. Oh well, I'll just go home and take a bath while the house is empty until my mom gets home. Really, most disappointing is that I thought I changed her for the better. This girl isn't good with friends. She's sort of emotionally retarded regarding other people and doesn't know how to express that she cares. She doesn't know how to react when someone says they worry about her. She's too defensive and doesn't want to let people in. I've seen her at her most vulnerable, and she doesn't care that I probably understand her well enough to have good reason to be worried about her. She gets mad that I get upset when something disappoints me, but she's the same way; I recall hearing about how she cried like a little kid when her parents wouldn't let her boyfriend spend the night months ago. At least lately I've only gotten upset because things have kept disappointing me over and over. I'm worried because she's not emotionally "grown up" enough to be making life-changing decisions, and she definitely shouldn't be cutting herself off from the few people she has left. I shouldn't even be worrying about her when I should be worrying about myself, but I'm worried about my mom too, and my brother, and my dad, and my sister. I can't help it. My mom has to deal with my siblings and her job isn't ideal, my brother is depressed and was going to commit suicide this summer, my sister is lying and isolating herself from her family, and I have trouble contacting my dad at all. It's all stupid. My mom is in "survival mode" because she can't show weakness to any of us, but she has trouble with one of her superiors at work, has to think about Christmas coming up and where the money for that is coming from, has to control her two kids at home, and is worried about me now too after I broke down to her Sunday. Life just isn't fair; it's a cliche, but it's true. And I don't like it.

Yeah, oh well. It's my fault I let that kind of thing bother me.

I wouldn't want her being anyone else. And the thing you didn't understand, Cyndi won't be home tomorrow when I get to town. I thought she would, and that we were going to lunch, but when I was asking her random questions she told me that she'll be working. She wouldn't have told me if I wouldn't have asked.

I should pack pack and go to bed but I'll put it off, screw sleep, screw taking care of myself, it's one night. I'll shower and sleep another time

wits being wits

Yeah, I do that on the weekends, but I'm trying to do that less and just sleep more at night during the week.

Yeah, still sucks that I'll have to be up at 8 to go watch speeches but I can't miss it after missing Monday. I'll be heading home at 10whatever anyway

I don't know where I'll work this summer. Screw the shower, I'm gonna be home alone for a while tomorrow so I might as well just take a bath then. I don't even think I'll put my contacts in tomorrow morning at this rate

So basically tomorrow I would have texted her around whenever I leave here and not gotten a reply and not known why until whenever she talks to me Sunday or Monday, I would have felt like even more of an idiot than I do now but it still sucks

I still need to shower and pack, guess it won't be by midnight

Yeah, when your actions get everyone else punished you should have a little more respect. And not being able to swim, wouldn't it have made sense for all of you guys to do some conditioning on your own pre-boot camp? Dumb guys

I jinxed it.

Oh, clearly since now a non-gif came up. They were all gifs for a little while there

Abc are all of your avatars gifs now?

Seany, tell us a story >reading 9 minutes ago >from ipod He gone