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That one turned out really cool. I'm still playing with that site

your heart pumping bothers me

Now I've sat too long to shower so I have to wait for laundry. Ohwell, do math. Get laundry. Get shower. Get gametime

When Steve Jobs died, I was living.

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Doing laundry. Once I switch it all into dryers Imma shower. Then, possibly OMGPOP time.

Is everyone just going to post videos of themselves doing random things?

btw I have no brain

I said I changed my privacy changes. I forgot to hide the photo bar thing though

4 pages for "it's not illegal, just frowned upon. like masturbating on an airplane." REALLY?! I must have been really amused with liking/becoming a fan. More becoming a fan. Ohwell, most of these are getting deleted.

I've been using Chrome for days now

I have ADD, it didn't take me that long to type that post: I was also editing my interests on Facebook, messing with my music, deleting pages I like, changing my security settings, and texting. I really like semicolons and colons.

Yeah, I had plenty of friends in high school. Pretty active social group when I wanted that, and the closer few too. In elementary and middle school, I pretty much had different best friends every year. [Cyndi] The best friend at home moved in right before 6th grade, but we weren't as close until a few years ago. Since then, we've done so much together; she's the base of my weekend and break life for the past few years, at times I've basically lived at her house, her family considers me another member, and she doesn't have any other friends half as close as me; she barely communicates with any of her friends now, which is kind of unhealthy. If she didn't have me, I'd be really concerned for her because she needs someone other than her boyfriend in her life. Even if she would never openly admit it, she needs me. She's said and done some pretty mean things to me, but ever since a few people called her out on it, she hasn't been like that. I think she started to understand the impact it had. I don't even know what all was said to her; my mom commented on the facebook post she made to tell her that's not to be dealt with on facebook and besides, it's completely wrong to say that, and one of her aunts talked to her about it too. It's been about two months since that happened, and she hasn't been insensitive like that since then. Every time I've seen her she's been in a good mood too, spending all the time with me she can. [Jessie] The really close friend here at college switched to my school in seventh grade, and she was the closest of my school friends. I always would stay at her house after a group function, she was my ride to everything, I kept her updated on what was happening in the group when she started moving to the outside of it (aka when she started dating her boyfriend, who, of her friends, only likes me, my other best friend (by some bizarre coincidence they're third cousins), and one other school friend), I planned her 17th birthday surprise party with her mom, etc. so we've always talked through the years. Some summers, she was the only school friend I talked to since I spend so much time with the neighbors during the summer. She talks to more of her friends than just me and her boyfriend; I respect their relationship for how mature they can be about it. I'm more similar to each in different ways, but now it seems like I act pretty similarly around each of them compared to how it used to be. I still act stupider around Cyndi, I physically fight with her for fun and act stupid around her whole family, whereas I don't do those so much with Jessie (Cyndi and Jessie did physically fight on my floor though, there's something weird with my floor in my dorm, always gets people to fight) (I still pretend to have dignity with her, lol). It's been really cool the couple times recently where it's been me, Cyndi, Jessie, and her boyfriend hanging out, lots of fun. It's easier to make friends if I've got one of them with me, I'm more comfortable with myself and outgoing then. I like having an anchor. I'm not awkward to the point that I can't talk to people I don't know, but I'm not the person someone meets and immediately says "we should hang out sometime, add your number into my phone" or anything. My new friends here are the nerd herd (4) and a girl in my building, along with talking to a girl from my HS more now that we go here together, a bunch of acquaintances from my hall (I don't know half their names though, it could get awkward. lol.), and a few other people I've worked with in classes. It's few, but my single room lets me just sit by myself, which I did a lot at home too during the school week. I hadn't thought of it that way yet, but I did used to get home from school and head straight to my room to be by myself for a while and decompress. I pretty much stayed out of my room from supper time on though until bed unless I had real homework that I actually did.

A few.

I lived in the same house from age 2 on.

I have the problem of liking my friends to be close and meaningful, I'm having a rough time making friends here since I haven't been forced to make friends in many years and I've got a couple around here. It's hard for me. At home, I just made friends through the group; the group developed and grew, adding and dropping members. I'd hold onto some fringe members when everyone else let go of them, but I was always still part of the central group. I had people to talk to in every class, whether they were my friends or just people I knew for many years and could talk to. If I needed a ride to something, I had people to ask. If I was lonely, I lived at home with my mom and pets and siblings. I could always talk to all my neighbors; during the summer, if I was ever bored and best friend was gone, I could just go sit at the picnic table next door and talk to whoever was there. I was spoiled in terms of people I knew and loved, and I don't know how to start fresh anymore.

By putting her boyfriend in front of me, she's detaching herself. I'm dependable, I can't act like I'm not.

>5 pm EST >"tonight" >"go to bed"

Yeah.

She wouldn't notice, I don't care. I mean, clearly I do, but it's whatever. It's expected. Oh. Apparently it doesn't look like he's coming home the weekend before, even though he's got 10 days to figure it out still...

So now it looks like she'll have that weekend off but I know she'll choose him, I know it. He'd be so angry if she didn't, he wouldn't like me (I'm not kidding, he's like that), and she would choose him over me because they're in a building relationship and friendships can just be thrown onto the back burner. I'm still gonna be upset though, I already am. It's logical, I'm trying to face it, but I'm still disappointed.

I like the football kid's AP jersey. Seen a few of those around here

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