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That's grosser than a bedpan.

With this whole increasing my fluid consumption thing I pee all the time and I hate going down the hall to do it, we were talking about how both of us will sit and hold it until we're rocking back and forth because we have to go so badly so I just pulled this idea out. She's not very understanding though, her bedroom door is like two steps away from their bathroom, as was mine at home. All the while, I'm sitting here continuing to drink more water because I'm smart.

Yeah, how sad. I'm telling my friend about how I'm considering getting a bedpan. I'll keep it in my closet when I don't need it, and when I need to empty it I'll just pop my screen out and pour it on the 1st floor roof

Oh right? My favorite are the ones with lots of liquid, if you freeze them after use and then microwave them they glow as brightly as ever

More glowsticks, always good. Rave or not.

In words, she doesn't need my love or concern. She does need me, but not admittedly. ALL SHE NEEDS IN LIFE IS HER BOYFRIEND DERP that's what facebook says, the last couple weekends when we hung out the whole time she didn't post a thing about that but when she skypes with him it's all across my newsfeed

I wish I could explain that to her but I have a bad relationship with their relationship so I can't say anything even slightly critical without risking my neck

Basically. Friend just told me her boyfriend's mom offered her a job working for her boyfriend's dad. I don't know if that's a good idea.

Rave without glowsticks? That makes no sense. I'm HUNGRY, but I don't want to eat.

No, lol. No. Once, he told her he thought she didn't care about him much because of how much time she spent with me. It was ridiculous. We're neighbors and best friends, it's a given that we're going to hang out all the time. It's not like me being around ever stopped her from texting him or accepting his calls, I did nothing to interfere, he's just extremely jealous of everyone else in her life or something. I guess his dad is really controlling of his mom according to a neighbor who knows them, so that neighbor thinks the boyfriend is just as controlling as his dad.

I feel like it'd upset her boyfriend, which would make her annoyed with me because it'd be my fault if I was around. Such stupid reasoning, but it's beyond plausible.

Some long trains here too. It's my high school's homecoming next weekend. A lot of people from my class are going to be home for it since the stadium is being officially "unveiled" since our class gift to the school was repainting the stadium, but I feel like I shouldn't go home. I think my family will be gone anyway heading off for their vacation so I'd have to find somewhere to stay or stay at home and hang off of my best friend, but I feel like she probably doesn't want me there, I don't know. It's weird.

Choo chooooo

I like the penguins! But just images. Another trainnnnn, so many trains! I had never gotten stuck behind a train on the shuttle until today and it happened both times I rode the shuttle, plus I had to stand both times.

Eeeevil penguin

Yeah, not gonna put a huge spider on my head. I wouldn't even go near the closed container of a spider that size.

Wait. If you hate spiders, why would you do that to yourself?!

Have not seen picture before. Anyway, you are definitely a psycho because I HATE spiders. That's just not normal to want to put a ginormous spider on your head.

I don't. WHO are you to have an opinion anyway?

In some sick way I'm enjoying this

Yeah, the first time around it was just weird, but it's great when you relearn something and think "omfg how did I ever think this was difficult"

No work with i the imaginary number?

Class is precalc, working on complex numbers and factoring now. I seemed to have forgotten everything related to complex numbers since I haven't dealt with them since junior year, but they're thuper easy now that I remember what I'm doing

Mannnn this math is easy, just needed a bit of a refresher. Once I finish this though I gotta go fix that screwed up one, grr

I haven't been rock climbing in yearsss. It's against my nature to like it though, I'm afraid of heights. I don't know, I like rock climbing and roller coasters but I hate heights.