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They didn't promote the AP test for US history my year, but last year they ha a ton of people taking it. I've taken lit, human geo, and macroecon. 4s on lit and Econ and 3 on geo, which I was perfectly fine with because it's passing and that class ended for me a few months before the test.

Yeah I haven't been doing much of it at home until this project for AP psych, for which the AP test is on Monday. Woot.

I'm alright, I finished homework at 9 and was going to do the dishes and go to bed but my mom has been talking about how crazy the world is.

Well hello.

Jeevus.

I want to do 7x post!

Back crack. Swallow snot. Dishes.

Qwerty

Nose ish shtuffy

I am confuse

Hmm

Whoa man.

During our huge month long charity fundraiser thing this year someone was using a jar that was known for holding a drug dealer's money when he used to deal out of his mom's van. My friend forgot about some of the money she raised and didn't turn it in. She used some of her stolen charity money to bribe me to do an errand for her. I spent it on Taco Bell food.

Not necessarily sheltered. I just don't swear by personal choice. Little kids swear and it takes the power out of the words, imagine I get mad and drop a few words, anyone who knows me at all will be in shock. I don't drink or party because I'm not friends with people who drink now. I haven't dated because I don't appeal to males (I don't try.) and I hang out with the people I do, a bunch of sheltered people. I don't drive because I never got super excited or motivated to learn, and I've gotten by fine without it. Basically, I hang out with mostly sheltered people. They'd be the ones to think I'm a [bleep] for making out with a kid the night I met him. They'd think I was a terrible person if I drank or did drugs. I know how they feel about the sexual deviant on the fringe of the group. They think he's stupid for having sex. Yeah, the situation was bad, she was cheating on her boyfriend for him, but the people I hang out with thought it was bad he was having sex with anyone at all. When that girl thought she might be pregnant, everyone got upset about him having sex. I just thought it was dumb that neither of them were responsible enough to prevent it. When I hear about people drinking, I don't give them the death stares my group does. I see why my closest friend at school left the group, she didn't fit in it. And I don't completely either, hence I spend my weekends with my best friend, who doesn't get into major trouble really but isn't sheltered. Basically I put myself in position to look like I'm sheltered, but I'm not. I'm not as much of a baby as the rest. And they've been super annoying lately anyway, I'm excited to get away and put myself into a group where I fit in better. tl;dr I'm not sheltered. And I don't mean to sound defensive about it, but I'm really not.

I wanna see the manga! I don't even drive, I'm a child

I get along fine without drugs/alcohol now, won't change next year. I'm such a child anyway, I don't swear, haven't dated, blah blah blah

Apparently I'm going to become a pothead in college. My mom explained this to me by pointing out my selectiveness in beverages (no carbonation, no citrus), which would seriously limit what alcoholic beverages I'd consume. She says I'll go to Mexico frequently to "study Spanish," which means I'd go down there for weed. I don't see myself smoking anything. Needles scare me, and they're hardcore, so I'd have to go through lower things to resort to that. I won't snort, I get bloody noses for no reason do why would I do something that would cause more? Pills, I'd be scared, there's no way to know what they'd be for sure. Basically, I'm going to continue being a good child. Maybe I'll just have to be a sexual deviant or something.

June bugs. Ick. They scare me. Although, I do like the sound of them being crunched.

Toes and feet in general are kind of gross. And I'm scared of toes, toe pinching has scarred me.

Eww fetishes are messed up a lot of the time

I'm 25% Finnish

Now that I think of it though if she legitly checks how much she weighs now expecting 130 she'll be sad and feel fat. I'm a terrible friend! I should have said "150 but I won't tell anyone else" but she would have known I was lying and taken it offensively. And I can't lie often well.

Maybe someone thought she was lying about her weight. I told her "Like 130ish" when really she's closer to 135 being the great friend I am. JK a great friend would have said "120 guuurrrrlll and you lookin' GOOOOOD!" but that'd be a lie and I don't lie to her.

My friend didn't text me after school until about 10 mins ago, when she asked what she weighs.

"You want gum Emily?" "No, it would just turn into gummy mucus."