blaah

I may or may not want food. I think I may.

Oh no.

I should have used this iPod for single app and that one a the one I keep switching, duh since that ones superior o look person in omegle quit ranting so I will change priorities

I'm double ipoding

How many times have you done this to us pepsi? Also, finished another book

Pepsi's gonna go hipster, all a bunch of hipsters in Europe

Ringing in ears, slight wubbing too oh mom ish home and I'm leaving in 20 minutes yay I feel like I have a life

Yeah, this place has definitely slowed down since when I joined. Gone through some weird things, that's for sure.

I was thinking last night how I've essentially kept a diary in some form since I was like 13. Always electronic, usually online, and not a personal diary, it's always been shared. First, emails to Kylie when she moved. Next, a runescape friend, emails and aim and tif. I stopped talking to him when he stopped using the Internet for a while, but I texted him a few months later and kept the ranting and reflections going that way. Summer before last, I started a note on my old iPod that I kept up with and added to for over a year, which I delete recently after not using it for a while anyway and I didn't want to back it up and move it to this iPod. On the same night that I started that, I began omegling a bunch, sometimes having random conversations but one girl wanted to offer advice on all of life's issues so I spilled and corresponded with her on aim for a couple months. Last March, I came here and started posting, eventually blowing my semi-bro status by letting myself post about my life. It's weird, because the counselor I talked to told me to think about journaling and asked if I did. I've been putting everything to words for years, and in the past eighteen months especially it's really helped. Sometimes when I'd be super upset, angry or sad or both or whatever, I'd type everything up and be calm by the time I finished, which always confused me because if I had let myself just think about it for the amount of time I spent typing it I wouldn't have gotten to the point of chill. I guess it has always helped.

I need to make myself look acceptable to be with friends, hanging out with a group of people tonight. Haven't seen most of them since August. Should be good. Hopefully I'll find something to do tomorrow night too, since mom will be working.

Sucia. I texted Cyndi "it's weird" earlier today, because it's weird not talking at all for this many days. Just that whole hey-just-reminding-you-I-still-exist-even-though-you-don't-need-me thing or whatever. Just a bit ago, she texted me "Say dirty in Spanish for me", so it's sucia or sucio depending on subject gender. Not on computer, should have cat and hide tags but ehh

HAHAHAHAHA hey for once I went sleep. Slept through night. I'm pretty better now.

Sleeeeeps at 2 AM? Worth a shot. Challenge accepted.

Need late night food. Almost back to health, yes.

"Room" by Emma Donoghue

My right boob itches

Wonder why. My dog has been off and on sleeping since before 8, it's weird. Also >tieing

I know that feel

Wait a tick. It's shortly after 10 and I'm ... tired?

Cool.

Dog is weird

Dog is snoring

I ate lunch and I'm going to eat dinner too. This is good. Yesterday I just ate two single-serve applesauces, two cookies, a Ferraro-Rocher, a small bowl of pasta roni, aaaaand a snack pack.

Me too, mostly the couples who are the most mushy