Plus the whole feeling sorry for myself because Cyndi doesn't want me in her life. I have a big headache, tight sore throat, and body soreness. I just love life. I need to get out of the house, but I dun feel good. I guess I'll finish my book or something.
I felt like such a child last night, going to bed "early" on Christmas eve. I was out before midnight 30. I usually stay up till 2 or 3, and haven't fallen asleep that early in over month.
Oh yes, new low. I'm facebook chatting a 9 year old. She wants me to come play games with her. Her mom has a gift for me. Her sister hasn't texted me in several days, because I'm not good enough when she has "the best boyfriend ever and his family".
I went to bed shortly after midnight. Has not happened in a long time. Now, the task of falling back to sleep for a few more hours since we're not little anymore and we sleep in before gift time.
I had garlic bread, cheesy broccoli, a baked potato, and STEAK. It was delicious. I don't know how I consumed that much meat. Afterwards, watched "30 Minutes or Less"