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Solemn

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    I wish I were as strong as you, but I cannot forget as I would also give up the cheerful memories of crowded skype calls, joyous hours of board games, scape, pokemon battles, and far to much I could list. I've lived an interesting 23 years and have yet to find another soul that I could relate to as much as him. I'm not into HIM like that, but the bond between us was as stronger than brothers. We had people come into the picture that splintered us many times, but still we remained good friends, both of us mustering apologies after so many stupid arguements of silly banter and interpersonal skype calls. We were together for 6+ hours a day, everyday. WE knew when the other was feeling down, and how to bring them up, yet how to bring each other down to other. WE laughed at our own faults, as well as each others. The last time we spoke was in february when I was on hard times and in a rather trollish mood. Something I said was smited to oblivion even if it was my typical playful passive taunts,  and I regret that day more than any in my life. I was swore off, thrown away, exiled to the hellish land of loneliness. As I said it is my greatest regret, but something I refuse to forget.

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    I regret losing the only friend that ever felt like a brother to me.

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    I lost a friend who was very important to me because she did a 180 and showed that she didn't actually care about me or how I felt, only about her own personal well-being and her personal enjoyment.

     

    I regret giving her my trust and opening up to her, because now it's clear that she didn't deserve it.

    This is why I have trust issues.

     

    The worst thing about the situation is there is nothing we can do to change it.

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  3. She's supposedly been in a healthy relationship with her girlfriend for 5-6 years or so.

     

    Because she treats long-term friends much better while new friends are just a way to fill in the blanks to prevent her from getting bored until those long-term friends show up. Then she will ditch you or cancel any plans you may have had with her.

    And if you have a problem with that, then she will treat you like a child and ditch you completely, no matter how much she claimed she liked you or cared about you and it doesn't even seem like it's affecting her to be losing you. Heartless !@#$%.

     

    I doubt she cares because I don't think she is going to lose her girlfriend or these long-term friends and she's gonna feel happy because she has them around.

     

     

     

    I talked to a friend about it and she helped me realize that it's probably going to come back and bite her in the back sooner or later, but I don't want to think about how many people she's going to be hurting until it happens.

     

    She needs a reality check. I don't usually wish that kind of thing upon others, but I hope that her girlfriend breaks up with her for being a terrible person. I don't care if it destroys her, and saying that probably makes me heartless in a way, but if she needs to lose the one she holds the dearest, if that's what it takes for her to realize what she is doing is not okay, then so be it.

     

    I can only hope that she isn't actually heartless and that it hurts her whenever she loses a friend like that from treating them like dirt. Maybe eventually she will get sick of not being able to keep friends and realize that she is the problem. But if she does, I'm not taking her back. I don't mind giving people second chances, but I gave her her second chance already and she blew it.

    You put into words what i could not for many months now, and for that I thank you.

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