Thanks for the positive and constructive replies, for those that wern't so...helpfull, chew on this; Do you not get even the slightest bit happy if you win a large stake or a pk..or anything? A smile at least shows your enjoying the game, if not..why play hmm? Also I was reading a forum and a guy was talking about the time he vomitted over himself because he lost a large stake..i think thats going a BIT too far, but, post your thoughts.