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i need to think of a beat to this rap, otherwise my rap will end up being cr** cuz im connor, and i dont wanna, be bad at ma raps, i been bullied, i aint worried, nor stressed, but i overcame getting depressed, but for now all i need is a rest, i feel alone, i need a place to call home, ----------------------------- on topic: need to really be able to have the talent to think of a beat to it

being able to think of a beat to raps i think up ( i can already think of raps in like 10 mins , note: if u ask me to prove it i will not prove it)

ear infection - excrushingly painfull - trust me, it hurts worse than having ur head cracked open ( i think when i had my head cracked open i lost my sence of feel cuase the only reason i cryed was seeing how much i was bleeding.)

me no emo

y'know that feeling where all you can do is listen to music, nothing else, you to much upset, sometimes for no reason, sometimes something devastating happened, where you gotta be alone and just cry, has anyone felt like that lately, cuase its sure is stopping me playing runescape, so are you or anyone you know like this

the worst injury i had was when i was 4. in the back garden of my freinds house, me my friend and my cousin were playing i stood behind my brother on a table, my oldest cousin behind me, then i notice my bro dived, i brick was thrown from by some teenager in another back garden. it didnt hurt much, but i noticed blood pourin from my head eventually coving my eyes, i could hardly see, luckily my friends mum had some stiches.my auntie called the police and shouted at the teen askin if they saw the "f***ing damage" that they did. the teen was around 18 then so he did go to court, not sure what happened then. EDIT: even though it didnt hurt much , i did cry just noticing blood everywhere

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ok , i try sort things out

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anyone gonne post

not reallly peotry but here's my incomplete rap. if you're bullied, dont get worried. dont get stressed, dont get depressed, there bad, cuz they make you sad, and that makes me mad, they are taking you for a ride, dont comit suicide, when they yell just go tell, chorus: these bullies deserve to die, they hurt you and i duno why, just be stong and dont cry, it'll be allright, dont cry at night, you're bullied, but you're no longer worried, you just want blood, you want em dead, you wish you could, just end there puny lives, then kill there to-be wives, cuase you see what hurts the most, is how that they boast, its on about me and my mind and like the futer and how i have been affected

tell me what ya think. if you're bullied, dont get worried. dont get stressed, dont get depressed, there bad, cuz they make you sad, and that makes me mad, they are taking you for a ride, dont comit suicide, when they yell just go tell, chorus: these bullies deserve to die, they hurt you and i duno why, just be stong and dont cry, it'll be allright, dont cry at night, you're bullied, but you're no longer worried, you just want blood, you want em dead, you wish you could, just end there puny lives, then kill there to-be wives, cuase you see what hurts the most, is how that they boast, chorus -------------------------------------- what do you think of it so far then?

thanks for the help everyone. i try ur advise peoples

at my school people are bullied for playing chess as its "nerdy". i personally think chess is not nerdy but a game of logic, but using logic, i assume that being bullied is bad.

Problems to concentrate is one of the symptoms of depression, just pointing that out. oh, ye, i somtimes just forget what im doing or just shut off

err... i dont think i should listen to music at all now... Well then join a sports or other club, fill your head with something, dont just sit there feeling sorry for yourself. like my mom and dad wouldlet me join a club! i do go to one club, but even then nowadays its hard to concentrate

err... i dont think i should listen to music at all now...

i listen to music the thing is though, most music have a bad thing in like rap, i like rap , but it has swearwords and i do swear but it makes me now feel uncomftable, and rock well sometimes there's bad things in that to. .

i put them on a long time ago. i havnt been on here much, so i dont really change avatar + location but anyways i am not faking, why would i? and even if i was faking there might be someone in my position reading this, y'know and they might've been looking for help, like me? look dude im no fake, its just that, if you arent going to suggest help but insult me more, and cuase more phycological harm to me just dont post!

thanks, but there is another problem, not many people in school want to be freinds with me,i duno , thanks for the advise, i'll be good at school also, i might just be like near enough silent at school becuase if i dont talk people wont bother me. ps: The_Dragon_Reborn, if you're not gonna try helping me then dont post becuase ur just making it worse, also if you can find you're mother try to help, like rehab or watever , be there for her, let her know you want to help. thank you everyone who posted some advise

i know i was just saying for those that think i have, becuase for me life is too hard and im trying to cope but i cant. ps: i like talking to you guys on these forums becuase unlike real life i wont get judged by my appearence on here but instead my personality. also highlanders yeah i show some things meaning i probably am depressed.

to be honest i'd like to see others go though what im going through though just to see if they can call it teen angst then, becuuase to be honest i have protected those cosins of mine since they were born, my auntie with cancer i hardly ever see her as see lives far away so you can tell others who think its teen agst to go through what im going through without suicide becuase i tell u all what , life's f'ing hard for a teen being abused edit: shadow, thanks, and by the way , yeah i do cry , sometimes i cry my self to sleep, its like 11 o clock were i am im the only one awake cuz i cant get to sleep cuase of all this stuff on my mind.

please help! tell me if you think im depressed. i just need someone to talk to me. becuase im always feling down, and i think everyone including my family hates me, and i hardly ever talk to people unless i need to.i have nearly no friends and im getting iller alot to. and to make it worse my auntie got cancer, my cosins taken by the socails, my father threatens me for the littleest things and my older brother bullies me. im so lonely, i just need someone to talk to, has anyone been through what im going through, am i really depressed or just upset, i been like this for a few months now. i just sometimes want to die. im only 13 for gods sake, how am i supposed to deal with this stress.if anyone here has been what im going through tell me how to get past it. im so upset i never play out cuz i feel people hate me. i come on these forums and say this so that my parents and relatives dont find out how i feel and get worried. i also know that on tip.it most people here are good manord and may be able to help.

im 13 even i see no piont in child abuse. it leads confusion. here is an exaple: c is a deaf child so he always talk abit loud without noing his dad is in bed as he works late. m is mom. c is playing with his toys and is being a bit loud by accident. m: *sceaming louder than c and thumping him* be quite you're dads in bed. now here is why the child grows up wrong and confused: * his mother spoke louder than him most likely waking up a foul tempered dad who will of course side with his mom so c gets hit more. *the thumping makes c think that since some people think people should be treated equally it makes him have a right to thump people. and here's the deal us children... we should have rights to thump back, ...i should really make a petition and send it to the government