Ohai thar..... Miss me? <3 I sure missed you!
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Dear epic TIF person that's reading this..... Yes you, I am talking just to you, no one else, but you..... I missed you..... Did you catch that? :) I MISSED YOU! Just you! No one else but you! :) Did you miss me?
Haha alright enough with the crazy chat :P
Unless you haven't noticed I've been back from my self imposed haitus. Well.... more of a disappearence, but lets not go into technicalities yet!
Basically many of you have hazy memories *HINTHINTZOKOTHINTHINT* and wont remember, how, what, when, why, where or anything about when I kinda just disappeared off the face of the RS world. Basically this little story below is me telling you what happened for me to go :P
October - I went to university (YEY), drink, friends, drink, work, drink, going out. That.... limited my ability to play RS shall we say? Though I still did come on here (even when drunk! ;) That's commitment for ya!) for aaaaages to help and take breaks from essays.
January - My relationship hit rocky ground. I was with this amazing woman, she was my first ever girlfriend and I was her first boyfriend..... :o What's that I hear you say? This is going soppy? Oh not another cliched love at first sight blogs is it? Isn't it quite sad that you were 17 when you had your first girlfriend and likewise for her? :o and the list goes on and on. So shut it. I'm talking :)
Also in January, my laptops processors kind of died. I've got an Acer Aspire 5536 with an AMD Turion X2 processor and a ATI Radeon HD 3200 Graphics card. So all you computer buffs should know that this thing might be pretty nifty? Ah well.... it just randomly gave up the ghost one day. Skype calls started getting difficult. RS lagged like hell. I couldn't have msn and iTunes/Spotify on at the same time without it crackling. ETC ETC ETC.
April - Now here's where my disappearance starts. And people like Valuxai, Draz, Witchy, Zoky etc are owed a debt of gratitude because they're amazing <3:
Basically this woman I had been with since the start of sixth form - So to you guys we had been together 2 years in total with a break up in between getting back together - found in April that the pressure of uni was getting too much for her and she couldn't cope with everything. The stress was getting to her and she needed to cut things off that stressed her out. Guess that meant me too. We're ok friends atm, but I can't stop liking her and keep setting myself up to fall (HALP), and Draz, though an amazing councilor and BFAM, can't seem to get through to me that I need to cut off from her for a bit, and get back in the game. But ah well.
May - Exams, Counciling, BetaBlockers - which are kinda like anti-depressants..... they slow down your heart rate, keep you calm and collected, and yeah.... I was on meds -, Alcohol, Not Eating, Music. Yep..... 2010 was going to S**T. :) Such is my life.
June - On June 3rd or there abouts.... might have been a day or 2 before, I get told that my Grandad is in hospital. So like any distressed uni student living 2 hours away from home I ring up my parents and they make the perilous trek to my uni and back home with me in the back. We get to the hospital at 1AM (GMT obviously for all you thinking about where I am). I stay home for the week until the Saturday when we go and get my uni stuff back from uni and bring me home totally. I go into hospital every day and the day after I first go in I get told that Grandad had Pneumonia, some kind of Bone Cancer, and some fluid in the abdoman....... Short answer = This time he wasn't coming out.
Now forgive me if I've got you choked up, I mean I'm finding it hard to face all these demons myself and type it down..... I haven't even told the 2 people closest to me that this is still affecting me to this day :/
On June 6th Grandad dies..... He was 97, and one of the greatest people I have ever known.
Now fast forward to August. I send off my lappy. It comes back all fixed :D YAYS! So on August 28th, I start smithing again. I do this until the 31st (or was it the 1st of this month) and then I make this announcement that I'm pretty much back :)
So guys..... Please.... Comment on this :) I'd love to see who missed me if anyone did at all, because I missed you all!
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