Fool.
Entry posted by Ezkaton
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Don't bother reading this. It'll only waste your time if you're going to troll.
I am always such a stupid fool. Stupid stupid stupid fool. I got too reattached when I shouldn't. I knew it'd end with me like this. Yet another freaking inconsolable heap of a mess. Such a pathetic excuse for a person.
And quite why I am writing this on a forum I don't know.... Maybe it's from previosu times on here where you guys supported me, or maybe it's from playing tribal wars and seeing what communities are like and how supportive. I don't know. But what I do know is that I need to get the hell out of my head. Needed it ever since April. Ever since everything. I need a new start, I need to just cut myself open and get rid of all this poison that's left coarsing through my veins. How one person can ever cause such misery I don't know.
But yeah, I'll probably ramble a little bit longer. This has so far taken 10 mins to write as I'm writing what pops into my head.
Maybe I'll go back under the radar, maybe I'll keep to PM's here, maybe I'll keep posting in the vain hope of forgetting.
Memories eh? Who needs them when they only burn? I played with fire too much.
Sorry for wasting like half your life tip.it. Hope you understand what a soppy, foolish, forgiving, trusting [bleep] I am.
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