blaah

And now it's everyone acting like they can't trust me with anything because I haven't been in their situations. Do they have any clue how isolated I feel just because they act like I'm unrelatable? I'm not slow. I'm not going to harm anything if anyone opens up to me. But nobody needs me, and if nobody feels comfortable opening up to me who am I supposed to open up to? Nobody, I'm supposed to keep everything inside. If I had someone to help me rebuild my self confidence, I'd be able to go out and meet more people. But when my strongest relationships feel weak and I don't feel like myself, I don't think it's a good time to go seek new things. I don't feel like I have anyone to tell me what I'm doing is stupid. I don't have anyone keeping track of where I am generally or what I'm doing. I don't feel like myself, and I don't feel like I can fix it.

She makes me feel guilty for choosing a college close to home without saying anything. I feel like she'll be mad that I'm home this weekend and she won't want me around. If not seeing her boyfriend is killing her, than she needs to save her own life, even if it means ending the relationship. She won't. He's happy. She hasn't had to adjust to half of what he has. She still lives in the same place, has the same job, can do most of the things she could before. He's in a whole new world and he's FINE.

Really.

In HS we were required 3 years, technically I took 4 1/2. Here, 1 semester. And you can get away with taking as low as algebra. It's ridiculous.

Girls suck.

It's kind of like the x^3 graph turned sideways.

I do >answers questions not directed towards her

http://onemorelevel.com/game/infect

Cats like boxes. This isn't news.

That cat isn't special, my cats do the same thing. Besides, new cinematographer needed. GAWD

waaaaaail

I think she'll be in the dorms. I haven't talked to her in a while but I remembered that's where she said she was going.

Spring semester. I didn't make the connection until now

One of my friends is going to go to the same school as Monk. Ohmy

nehh

Napalm, greeting at night equivalent to good morning: "good evening"

Yeah I live in a dorm but I can have up to three overnight guests I believe, we didn't check in though

Sooooo my mom, sister, and brother are spending the night here in my room... I think they all snore and they all have colds. Awesome. Anyway, I'm going to try to sleep now before I'm kept up by snoring, so night guises

Now it's odd, all my usernames are either fluffyzoe64 (or this variation) or my actual name. I never had anything less weird than fluffyzoe64 but less formal than my name.

Now it's odd, all my usernames are either fluffyzoe64 (or this variation) or my actual name. I never had anything less weird than fluffyzoe64 but less formal than my name.

Family's almost here, should probably change. I AINT EVEN LION

I like that song too. I heard it a long time ago because it was the TTR2 free song of the week, but it sits on my grooveshark playlist now