Everybody I know knows absolutely nothing about me. I have a phobia of telling people the truth. You could say i'm a compulsive lier. My parents don't know anything about me. I'm scared to go to school because i'm afraid people might learn something about me. I've never hurt anyone intentionally, but I dream about it every night because everyone treats me like dirt. What they don't know is that I could potentially kill them at any second, and not have another thought about it. I have no fear of death, but I find it intriguing. I have thought about suicide many times, but couldn't do it because it'd hurt my 'close' friends. My father gets angry at me when I sleep in on weekdays, but I do it so that when he leaves, I ring the school to tell them that i'm sick and stay at home; 3 weeks this has been going on, I just cant bring myself to go. It scares me that I could potentially 'snap' one day and hurt someone, but my ambition in life is to become an elite sniper for the SAS. Thats all for now, can't give away too much.