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  1. Ezkaton
    Just another blog to just chat, and ramble I guess. It's been tougher and tougher I've found it at the moment, and I really want to break, and yeah. 30 seconds to mars sum it up perfectly "What if I wanted to break? ...... What would you do? ....... What if I fell to the floor? Couldn't take this anymore? What would you do? Look in my eyes you're killing me, killing me all I wanted was you"
     
    But anyways, this is kind of a blog too to say thanks to Vulxai, Darkwitchery, Drazharr44, Me_Hate_Libs, and Octarine who have all been amazing friends. Vulxai, your advice and having someone to talk to is invaluable atm, and it's really appreciated. Dark, same applies to you, someone who can help in different ways too. Draz, you're a brother to me, and facebook agrees with it so it has to be true, you sir are one of the greatest people I know. MHL, past emails and convo's have proved an amazing way to unwind and cool down and smile at all the crudeness and jokes. Octarine you're another BFAM, and you've been invaluable too. I know you've lost your tif account but I know you'll read this as you generally lurk as a guest on TIF.
     
    I owe all of you. <3: You are the greatest people. I'm sorry if I'm not always in the most cheerful of moods due to this, or off with you sometimes. But you guys have helped so much this past week. Even though it's been going on forever.
     
    "Bury me, Bury me"
     
    Bury ME.
     
    Ezk <3
  2. Ezkaton

    This weekend :D

    By Ezkaton,

    What can I say....... This weekend is going to be amazing by the looks and sounds of it. First off I'm going to be seeing my amazing girlfriend for yet another weekend. It's brilliant. The second reason is that we're going to be seeing MACHINE HEAD!!!! That's right, we're going to the Black Procession tour that they're holding, so on this sunday think of me at 6:30 going into the O2 arena in Birmingham, and then for the next 4 hours having my senses bludgeoned and beaten by wave after wave of awesome metal.... and also probably getting beaten in a mosh pit somewhere. It will be amazing....... however I was so GUTTED with All Shall Perish pulled out of the tour :( that was depressing, but still MH better play Halo and Imperium..... if they do I will be in heaven.
     
    OH wells :D here I come weekend!!!! :D
     
    (oh and yes MHL I am a metal freak ;p I love it)
     
    <3
  3. Ezkaton
    Ummmmm, now how do I work this thing?? *presses button* ooooh, *Suicide Silence blasts through speakers* Not quite what I wanted, but goooooood.... *presses more buttons* Ah there we go :D
    Now tiffers are we sat comfortably? Now it's time for Ezzy's first blawg entry after finally discovering how to do it! :D Can I hear a yay? *tumbleweed*........ Oh :(
     
    Anyways, today be the last day of the wonderful month of January which has had it's up and downs for me, but I've had a stellar group of mates support me, most notably Mr Kieran the 44th, Miss Tz-Emmar, and Mr Michael Chee. These people have the patience of saints! And tbf we make a wonderful dysfunctional family <3: - Me being the worrier, Kieran being the pimp and fellow defender of the faith (it's guy love that's all it is ;)), Emmar being the self destructor who is good with other people's problems and Michael being the silent majority!
     
    Now onto business; Being my first blog post and probably hardly anyone on here knowing much about me I might as well tell you who I am :D
    My real name is Ian Bass (like the famous Brewery or the fish etc), I'm 18 and I'm now at Lampeter University in Wales in my first year of doing Medieval Studies <3:
    I'm into metal currently being in a major mood for Lamb Of God, especially their old stuff which is just...... well....... it makes me wana turn my speakers up to full :^_^: However my music taste goes from Journey, Katy Perry and stuff all the way up to Lamb of God even to Brutal death metal and grindcore, stuff like Suicide Silence, Impending Doom, Cattle Decapitation, Ingestion, As You Drown (which my girlfriend has been getting me more and more into over the week she's been home back in Hereford from uni). So yea, I'll probably bombard some of you sooner or later with Grindcore and stuff because it's amazing.
    I have THE most amazing girlfriend in the world called Courtney who I've technically been with for 20 months now, but officially 12 months and...... umm *looks at calendar* 20 days as we did split up after 8 months together in the first year of college. But I do love her and she means everything to me. Just ask Kieran, Michael, and Emma.
     
    Annnnnnnyhoo, I guess I need to say something notable in this post too regarding RS?
    Well I started back in September 2008 after my best friend (My DuanieCake <3: or Libertherme on here) told me about it. I then stayed F2P for aaaaaaaages smithing ores into bars until about Jan last year, when smithing kinda fell on the back burner *cue awwwwwwww*, and since then I've gone on to get 40+ all stats *cue HELL YEAAAAAAA!* ;p and am still nooby. I got 99 defence before the start of this year which is now letting me focus on getting 99 smithing as my 2nd 99 (I wanted it to be my first *cries*), for my amazing trim. So you'll probably either see me about in a fire cape/smithing cape if slaying and a smithing cape if skilling (I WILL be hermetically sealed in it).
     
     
    Right phew, that's enough of a history lesson eh? ;p Almost as boring as the lectures I have here at uni.
     
    Urgh now to play stealing creation to get 6 more hammers for 87 smithing today then. Good old iTunes to keep me company :D
  4. Ezkaton
    Just thought I'd give a reason why I've been trying to get people to get draz to talk to me and why I've not been so active on the forums.
     
    On Monday my girlfriend and I decided to split (it was more her decision than mine as I thought everything was good and lovely)....... We were a better than amazing couple tbf according to people and we spent 2 years together with the odd break up or break in between...... It had been going really well but I don't know why she's decided to do this. :cry:
     
    So those who I ask to talk to Kieran (draz) please do so because he seems to be really angry at me for breaking a promise that is quite serious...... He'll tell you if he feels and I might do too, but I don't feel like saying it atm. But one thing is certain - I need my Irish Brother from another Mother...... And I'm sorry I did what I did dude..... it was something to help get rid of the pain, but I guess it doesn't work. I can hardly sleep, food doesn't like to stay down, I even had to dehydrate myself to stop crying...... So dude I need you :cry: :cry:
     
    Also the reason for the status being "Maybe I'll fall hard.... Hit something tough to break me, something sharp to rip open my insides and bleed out all this pain" is lyrics from a song called "Maybe I'll Catch Fire" by the Alkaline Trio....... It's something that sums up how I feel. Also I'm hooked on How to Save a Life by the Fray and Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright.
     
    I love this community, however ima take a little time out but I'll lurk everywhere during the time I can just to try and take my mind off everything.
     
    Ezk X
  5. Ezkaton
    YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
     
    If only you could understand how happy I am right now :D MY TICKETS TO SEE MACHINE HEAD WITH COURTNEY HAVE FINALLY COME :D
    I SAY BRING ON THE BLACK PROCESSION TOUR!
     
    Ezzy over. X
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