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Well this is comfy! And you brought food? Come over any time. <3: [spoiler=If you really want to know, (it's not a happy bedtime story):] My mum committed suicide. I got home from the movies with friends one night to find that she'd taken a whole lot of painkillers and sleeping tablets. She was still breathing, I called an ambulance and she was taken to hospital. I was scared as [bleep]. Couldn't get a hold of my dad. Mum was alive but unconscious. I stayed at the hospital all night before he came. I explained what had happened to him, he didn't even look upset, then went home and tried to sleep. Three days later, she had a heart attack and died, still in hospital. There wasn't a note or anything like that, but I know she couldn't handle the thought of my brother (who, if you've missed previous stories of mine is severely autistic, lives in an old people's home type thing for the disabled as he got to the point where my parents physically couldn't take care of him. He was too strong and didn't realise he hurt them.). She thought of herself as a failure, that it was her fault he was born the way he was, and her fault he had to live with strangers. And it wasn't her fault at all, she never smoked or drank or did anything bad during pregnancy, and no-one knows why autism happens. And he doesn't even understand that she's gone and will never come back.

Ben became slightly more absent when something happened in his life.

All is well in the world. Well, my world. At the moment.

And what a fine afternoon it is!

Goodnight Halo. Dream of baby deer and bunnies and butterflies frolicking in meadows of beautiful wildflowers. (And then being run over by a lawn mower!)

Isn't it supposed to be better if you don't use soap and just wash with water? Like after so long you body returns to its natural ways - which can't smell too bad thanks to evolution, or else pre-soap people would have never found mates.

That makes sense. I'd say 90% of the guys in my year have nude photos of at least 20 different girls from my year and the year below on their phones. I've been shown them, never kept any that have been sent to me though. I think it's just creepy. (Not to mention that the idiots that carry them around could be done for child pornography.)

Really? A picture of a girl in a bra was that arousing? Is this not normal or am I desensitized to sexy stuff? :unsure:

I can't recall a single day I've gone without showering.

Abortion is morally wrong. I personally think it's up to the mother of the child. I know it's my baby too, but I would never tell a woman to give up her child, when it is her body that it has to affect. Personally though, I believe abortions should only be done in the cases of rape and if it puts the mother's health at serious risk. Meat eating ought to be banned. You ought be banned for suggesting such a thing. Anonymity on the internet should cease to exist. I can see the pros of that - so many less [bleep]s hiding behind their anonymous state, but no thanks. Animal testing should be banned. Hard to say. Animal testing for the betterment (health-wise) of our species, or another species, I guess, is fine in my book. For cosmetic reasons and such, no. Not all people should have the same rights. The same basic rights. But should serial killers and the like have the right to have luxuries in jail? No. Killing in self defense is still manslaughter. Too circumstantial to say. Not saving someone's life should be a criminal offense. No. There are too many reasons why a person may be unable to save another's life. Going through that ordeal would be traumatic enough without having to face criminal charges if you fail. Again, too many grey areas. Healthcare should be charged based on lifestyles. Though I'm not in the UK, this I agree with. I think those who abuse their bodies - through smoking, alcohol, and other drugs should not be afforded the same healthcare as someone who has not abused their body. These people have brought this upon themselves and so should deal with the consequences, not expect the government to look after them. However, this applies more to the current generation whom are well-educated on what these substances do to your body. it would be difficult to moderate though.

Because that would be awkward.

So now my ex-girlfriend-turned-lesbian is coming over here in an hour or so to chill out and watch movies, since she's stressed as hell and needs to relax. Someone remind me that I am no longer allowed to kiss her. :-#

We always have wraps instead of tacos. :(

What happened? D: How are your plans ruined? Was gonna get Amy over my place, but we went to a bro's place to watch movies last night, I don't hold up well with two late nights. Do afternoon instead of night then? I'm having lasagna tonight. [bleep] yes!

Pie's mouth is so dirty, his TONgue needs a WASHING.

What happened? D: How are your plans ruined? I could never hope to out-Aussie Dax. He's a pretty cool guy. Changed back, then. Wasn't sure that I liked it myself.

Woops. :unsure:

Ah. Ok. Honestly it's nicer to know there was a decent reason, and something I couldn't really change.

I considered posting an opinion here, but I don't wish to start an argument. tl;dr: Sucks man. That just makes me all the more intrigued to know your opinion.

So do you guys want to know something humorous?

Pip pip.

I have a friend of a friend whose phone number includes the first 6 digits of pi, in order. Pretty cool. We call him Pi.

Honestly, just 3.14159. And I do ext.2 maths. :-#

Guess if they've been here long enough they acclimatise, and miss our summery warmth.