Why would you need me? I failed at trying to get rank 1 overall and all 200ms. That makes me a failure. And it gives you one less person to track. You'll all be fine without me, not leaving quite yet but its close now. Failure isn't not achieving something, it's giving up. Taking your life might seem like a way to find relief, but then again you won't be around to feel that. Things will get better for you, even if it doesn't feel like it right now.