why are some people heartless (refering to the flamers.) just think (speedofsound), lifes life, theres nothing u can do to change it really. Normally in life, after a few bad occasions, there will be happiness soon to follow, so just look to the future, wait. Take this chance to grow closer to your friends (and family). goodluck, if u decide to leave, although an hour or so of runescape a day is a good way of clearing ur mind of the problems of life :) goodluck again, dowsysarch