When I first saw your eyes I looked deep into them and found something Everyday, I couldn't help thinking of it It was gnawing at me, burning at my soul One day, your eyes would sparkle a whimsical gleam On others, it would fill the room & my heart with grief But it didn't matter anyways, everyday I was in grief Everyday I didn't spend with you was a day that I was dead The image of your face, forever imprinted in my head The beautiful image, always haunting me In the day, I would notice your perfection at school At night, you filled my dreams with sensational longing I couldn't help myself, I had to I suddenly couldn't control my feelings for you I had to know, I had no choice I took a plunge into emotions and told you my feelings My Lord was there that day, he granted me with your love I was reborn, reliving the days I had previously known The days I will never forget The laughs, the fear, the sadness, the anger, all shared between us two Then all to soon, the Devil must've worked his mischief The words I had nightmares about It broke me, it condemned me to sadness My salvation, my very angel, you, you killed my fragile heart Once my tourniquet left, my heart bled The blood was not red, nor black It was gray A mixture of the pure times with you, and the hatred I now possessed I just wanted to see you smile I just wanted to hear your laugh The darkness shrouded my thoughts My life, it was done, I was done No more, I've told myself that you're not right for me I told myself that I have got to live without you I told myself that you were a freak and a loser But, I cannot lie; deep inside your presence still exists I know that your best friend I've ever had You're the one person that I've wanted to spend my life with How could you? Can you not see? YouÃÆââââ¬Å¡Ã¬Ã¢ââ¬Å¾Ã¢re the pure white snow and I'm the water you melt into I can't let this happen Why? Why did you do it? Why am I condemned to eternal suffering without you? not bad for 15 minutes work eh?
