posted a cat gif

 

Wait, ben really died?

 

Played the first few levels of Orcs Must Die!. It was pretty fun.

It's a very long story, Tyler.

it's probably cuz you were asexual

posted a cat gif

 

OH GOD!

WHY IN THE [bleep] WOULD YOU DO THAT!? JESUS MAN!

Yes abc. If Dax is to be believed, Ben committed suicide not too long ago.

Oh. Well, shit.

Did we ever figure out why they uncensored shit?

Please tell me it wasnt over a girl.

So the skin flaps hanging off my fingers haven't fallen off yet. It's actually really weird; it almost feels like they're not even dead. They are still soft and I can feel it when I touch them.

Nope. They still haven't made an announcement.

 

But they didn't announce it when they uncensored ass either, so who knows.

I can feel it when I touch them.

Jesus. How deep does it go?

Please tell me it wasnt over a girl.

It's probably over a lot of stuff.

We don't know much, just that he did commit suicide.

So the skin flaps hanging off my fingers haven't fallen off yet. It's actually really weird; it almost feels like they're not even dead. They are still soft and I can feel it when I touch them.

That's weird man.

Though, before he left /FG/, he did say that part of the reason for that, at least, was that he was starting to like Dax's girlfriend (who he knew from another place on the internet.) So that may have been part of it, at least.

It won't be announced.

 

We decided it would be nice to relax the censor a bit, we figured you guys could handle it.

Both his parents died within like 6 months of each other....

That really sucks.

Please tell me it wasnt over a girl.

 

He did mention having an autistic (or some other mental illness of the sort) brother, and having to take care of him, and something about his parents.

Yeah, shit just hadn't been going his way, really.

Well this is comfy! And you brought food? Come over any time. <3:

 

[spoiler=If you really want to know, (it's not a happy bedtime story):]

My mum committed suicide. I got home from the movies with friends one night to find that she'd taken a whole lot of painkillers and sleeping tablets. She was still breathing, I called an ambulance and she was taken to hospital. I was scared as [bleep]. Couldn't get a hold of my dad. Mum was alive but unconscious. I stayed at the hospital all night before he came. I explained what had happened to him, he didn't even look upset, then went home and tried to sleep.

 

Three days later, she had a heart attack and died, still in hospital.

 

There wasn't a note or anything like that, but I know she couldn't handle the thought of my brother (who, if you've missed previous stories of mine is severely autistic, lives in an old people's home type thing for the disabled as he got to the point where my parents physically couldn't take care of him. He was too strong and didn't realise he hurt them.). She thought of herself as a failure, that it was her fault he was born the way he was, and her fault he had to live with strangers. And it wasn't her fault at all, she never smoked or drank or did anything bad during pregnancy, and no-one knows why autism happens.

 

And he doesn't even understand that she's gone and will never come back.

 

 

Oh, yeah. That post.

 

Weeeeeellll, /FG/has become really depressing tonight. I think I'm gonna hit the hay.

Nex is the only other one here who watched Steins;Gate, right? If you plan on watching Steins;Gate and haven't seen it yet, don't watch this. It contains spoilers.

 

[hide]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMI4gBVjL5w&feature=feedu

Shit nearly brought me to tears. I can't stop shaking. Now that I actually know what he was saying... Just damn.

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I wish I could erase my memory and watch Steins;Gate over and over again for the first time.

I have survived yet another end of the world.

Wait Halo I love you!

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