Nekyia

Would it help if you received a care package full of colored toilet paper and other random crap?!? :D Well it actually probably wouldn't be financially responsible for me to send another package this month. But I could send you one next month. And you could use the exciting anticipation of knowing you're getting one next month to cheer you up. Basically the same thing, right? All this present talk and package sending has me all amped up to give out presents :unsure:

Gah. You guys have no idea how happy I am with all this christmas present talk. I'm like this fox: I may have to start my Christmas countdown early this year. Last year I started around around 60 days, but maybe I'll double it this year. Though I don't know the guys at work would appreciate it. They were kind of annoyed with the 60 day long countdown :P In fact I got so excited that Cow is getting more than just the pink toilet paper. She's getting a whole bunch of random things that I thought would make for an interesting weird package. :lol:

I'll send it tomorrow! That would be awesome. I [bleep]ing love buying presents!

I think it might just look bigger in the picture. There's really not much more too it besides what is in the picture. It's kind of the same room as the living room. And I just noticed all the hair around the chair in the picture. That's what happens all over the house after only like 2 days of not sweeping <_< Tell me where to send it and I'll happily send you a roll of toilet paper. I can't imagine shipping would be very much on it :lol: Plus it'd probably be the most interesting thing I've ever mailed haha

Sorry to hear about the parking ticket :( Too cheer you up I can send you some of what I bought today:

Top 10 ways to get injured

Or one of these bags?

Sorry to hear about your cat. Losing a pet is an awful thing :(

You'd probably get injured less. Just saying. Possibly. Though I can only imagine having to explain to my doctor how I received an injury while making porn :P And in other news, I've been trying to train Ammo to freak out whenever I make the kind of noise that like the shark attack theme in jaws. Like what this guy does at 1:24: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=S415ANq7vT8&t=84 Not freak out in a mean way so he's actually freaking out. But in a playful way so he gets all wound up and wants to go nuts. So far I've gotten to the point where when I make the noise at least half the time he somewhat freaks out. I tried yesterday during our morning walk while he was standing on a rock and he lost it. He was on his leash so he couldn't go far so he just ran around in circles and anytime I moved he'd get even more excited. It was hilarious.

Not both, just my dad. Thanks. Sorry to hear about your dad too :( And yea, it's been rough at times. Especially since I was the last one to see and talk to him :/ Well the last one who will admit to it at least. There's some weird circumstances involving the people he was living with and I find it hard to believe that they don't know anything. And congrats on the no kids :P Yup, of all possible silver linings, being able to go into porn easier is my favorite :lol:

A couple months ago my mom even went as far as hiding her vodka bottles in my younger sisters room so her husband wouldn't get mad at her about them. And even when he found them she just said they were my sisters and convinced my sister not to tell him the truth. But I've heard that lately she switched to boxed wine as her preferred drink because it's apparently easier to get rid of cardboard boxes than vodka bottles :P Yea, I recently had to give the police my DNA so they could use that to try and match with unidentified bodies. I'm having a hard time deciding whether I want to find out anything that way or not. If I do finally get an answer that way, it won't be a good answer. So sometimes I think it'd be better to just not find out because then I can hope there was something positive about the disappearance.

My mom is a very responsible and wonderful teacher :). I somewhat envy both of you, I don't think either of my parents could be considered responsible. Drinking only on weekends would be a massive step up for my mom. She even keeps a bottle of vodka and a cup in her bathroom. You can never be too prepared I guess <_< And well, I mean it's possible that my dad is a very responsible person. But seeing as he's got his own missing persons case, it's a little bit harder to determine that. Sometimes I like to think he was a secret agent and got called away on some important mission to save the world or something, in which case I'd say that's pretty responsible :P

My mom is quite the alcoholic. She makes herself look awful when she gets drunk. I can't stand it. Once she was at her boyfriends house and she got so drunk she pissed her pants. Then when her boyfriend tried to get her to go lie down she got all defensive and stubborn, saying she wasn't drunk and then she refused to go lie down and started doing the dishes instead. This was in front of the guys family and his kids. I felt bad for him having to put up with it. I'm quite glad I don't have to deal with her anymore :P

I love thunderstorms. I miss them. There has only been one in the three years I've lived out here. :(

Today I've got to think of the best way to do aggression setups with Ammo when I don't have full use of my dominant hand. He's started resource guarding again this week and has went at two other dogs already. Nothing too serious, but I know better than to leave it unchecked. (Though apparently I don't know that much, seeing as he managed to do it twice <_<) Last night when he went at the dog he didn't seem like he was going to remove himself from the situation since the other dog tried putting up a fight, so I had to break them up. Then just before I was done making sure Ammo knew his place he decided he didn't like it and put up a fight. It's hard enough making him submit when he doesn't want too, but doing it with only one hand was ridiculous. Plus when he really isn't getting his way he will scream/yelp/whine in such an extreme way that it literally sounds like he is dying. Once when he was a pup the cops even showed up to the park because of it. So I imagine everyone else at the park got a good show of me trying to wrestle him to the ground. And on top of him being a jerk this past week, my cat has also taught himself how to take the screens out of the windows. So now I have to close them anytime I leave the house so he can't get out which means I don't get any kind of breeze in the house. My pets frustrate me. :(

Sucks you have to put up with that guy. It's bad enough dealing with shitty people in day to day situations, but being stuck working with one is no fun. Next time he's trying to single you out, just be a badass like this guy: [spoiler=Profanity enclosed] I 100% support pulling off your own arm to prove the point.

This movie makes me all kinds of happy.

I'm watching this right now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iwsqFR5bh6Q It's awesome :D

No I didn't, from what was being said I figured I wouldn't need anything stronger. But with all my other ailments and what not that I've had in the past, I happen to have a plethora of drugs in my medicine cabinet, so I can always use something from there :P

The surgery was pretty simple I think. Once my hand was cut open and the fat moved aside I think all she had to do was cut away the fibrous tissue (it had some fancy name that I can't remember) that was around the median nerve. She basically just did that with the scalpel for a bit until the "tunnel" over the nerve was cleared in order to give the nerve more room. When she was done she bent my hand back a bit to let me look and I could see a clearly defined tunnel over the nerve going up into my hand. The whole thing was pretty neat to see. The freezing has worn off by this morning and I am definitely not enjoying the amount of pain my hand is in :(

Very impressive if you managed to see that on your wrist and not freak out, its very unnerving to see your bone haha. The lack of blood is kind of weird though. I used to/infrequently still do hurt myself, not anywhere near that deeply, but bled -a lot-. Does the anesthetic or such substance clot the blood or something? Well done. That is very uncomfortable to look at. I can't imagine how it went. Enjoy your pain meds :thumbup: Yea, I think the anesthetic slows the blood flow in the area a lot. The surgeon had to wipe some blood away several times during the procedure and the reason you see very little in the pictures is because she made sure it was as clean as possible before having one of the nurses take the picture. I wasn't too worried about watching, I'm actually a huge fan of anything gore related. And I didn't actually see any bone. Only the median nerve and the fat and what not that's around it. I can't remember the names of the other things she was describing. The freezing is definitely gone now though and my hand hurts so much. The pain woke me up this morning. :( I also didn't get any pain meds to help. I think tylenol/advil is supposed to be enough.