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Hmmm

Mmm warm poast

Went to grad party for four hours, it was good. School friends. It was for a neighbor, a friend I've had since kindergarten, had to walk all the way up my street and a block down hers, RIDICULOUS. Also, had less sexual tension than the last 26 hours.

@halo havent seen that image in a while. @pie You're right. Imma be blabbin my boring life for no reason anyway. Might go around the block up to a grad party

I'm improving my skills typing on my iPod, that's the real reason I say so much

And, since you guys don't know her, I feel free to complain here about how she's a liar, blows me off for someone who knows nothing about her compared to what I know, acts like a hypocrite all too often, and doesn't see the implications of her actions. Currently she's in the middle of a lie to her boyfriend. Her boyfriend found out that she dated a neighbor of ours and decided he didn't like him. She mentioned that she was in the neighbor's house one night and her boyfriend got his panties in a bunch because he doesn't like him. Since then, she hasn't told her boyfriend who she's hanging out with at night even though lately we've been doing more things with that neighbor. This afternoon she told her boyfriend that the huge bruise on her leg was from running into something when really it was from the neighbor kicking her last night when we went bowling with him. I have the ability to make her boyfriend mad (by telling him how much we've been hanging out with the neighbor, how he's left bruises on her from play fighting, how he sat on her lap last night and grabbed her butt) or the neighbor, for that matter (since she's been lying about hanging out with him and her boyfriend is cranky about them being friends). It's fun.

Well, I'd like to think my friend still cares about me a lot since we've been friends almost 7 years and insanely close for 2. I know things about her that nobody else does (and some nobody else ever will), I understand her family situation mote than anyone else, and we aren't in the "relationship building" phase that a dating relationship has. Our lives are tied together, we're neighbors, and neither of us want to push each other away completely. I know I annoy her sometimes, but there are more times when I don't annoy her and she needs me. I'm too harmless to hurt anyone anyway. I have many things I could bring up to people in her life to shame her, and she has the same, but she's brought things up to people and that's the difference between us. Our friendship is one of a kind; we've been mistaken for sisters many times and people around here consider us to be attached at the hip. There's too much good to let the bad overcome it. I just quietly criticize her and complain and I think that's all the dealing I need to do.

Except she's still dependent on me too, and I don't want to move on. I just only get half the time I used to and a quarter of the attention at most times is given to her boyfriend who she constantly texts. When I lay out how she treats me it sounds terrible sometimes, but I enjoy my time with her too much to say "meh, I'll find something else to do with most of my free time."

I feel awkward walking alone and I have too much invested in one person who has invested herself in another person

I don't walk alone. I thought I had plans but I guess not, that's what happens when I screw myself over socially

I'm bored

Meeeeehhhhhh

I think so, but she uses her evil kitty site instead now. I belonged to some other forum that stemmed off TIF too with similar people to Runescapions, my username was "she", but I don't know what that one was called.

Your school does medals too. There was an uproar about how medals look tacky compared to cords since this year wa our first year with medals, but then people said they're nicer because they're keepsakes. I don't care anyway though, I was half a credit away from honors, had been given a medal, and then the gifted coordinator wanted to confiscate it. Guess who still has their medal :P

The posting delays... I remember F5-entering all my posts on wits' forum, to the point that SPAMFEST was created :)

It is weird. Don't worry, I'm not dense, I knew people would reply in caps. When you hear of a 15 year old boy going behind a 20 year old male and yelling "SURPRISE! BUTT RAPE!" what do you think?

I hated reading all those posts in caps, I felt strain in my throat. I'm not lying, it's ridiculous, when I read caps in my head I yell and have a sore throat afterwards.

Well. Had a good day and night until mom got mad and pulled me in for the night, made me sleep at home and everything else that isn't fun. Also, my kitten didn't come in to sleep with me. Off to sleep so I can wake up and do dishes in the morning, goodnight guys.

See, when you say what you said previously, I expect you to refer to it as lovemaking.

"Plow her." What a loving, tender phrase.

Done lurking The Asian guy who did my nails told me to get a Mexican boyfriend to learn Spanish

I'll just poke my head in now and see the Aussies discussing school

I won't be home to watch her kids, who know where she'd be living if she had kids lol

She texted me when I was typing that. She's bringing food though and when I see her I'll hint at her douchiness

Yeah guys, I actually did do what she asked because I have no spine. Also, I owe her my life basically, so $3 and 15 minutes time won't kill me. I'm spineless. If I tried to do the same thing to someone, they'd laugh and ignore any further requests. The blanket. Must remind her nothing dirty (anymore? hopefully not) with the blanket. And I have to find a casual, non-offensive way to ask her if she's looking into birth control. I don't want to see her pregnant. I worry like her mother goose. I depend on her like a child. I'm so messed up. Oh guys, guess what.