I used to believe in god, well, im christened, but not out of my choice. I used to not know whether or not to believe in Big G, i mean, how did we become what we are, look outside, things are mad, how did we make our first language? Puzzling stuff, sum1 once said answers to these questions were in the bible. This is where i realised there werent any answers in the bible, none relevant to todays world anyway. At the end of the day, if theres a god, why is there such a thing as unhappiness, grieving, pain... etc But there has to be some ulterior motive to this world, we cant just live, then die and rot for eternity.. To be honest i am clueless.