Wongtong

Nice, nice. Why's he going to study in New Zealand? If you're talking to me H2PM, I'm going on a 10 day roadtrip in December. :P

Hm, that's so direct. I never usually have direct dreams. I did have one about my ex though and it was one of those very romantic dreams. It didn't involve sex, no, but yeah it's a bit personal so dunno if I'll share that one. EDIT: Not really ex, but more like my ex-best friend. Really complicated situation it was. Guess you had some sort of thing? Romance is very nice. Yeah, that's pretty much the only 'direct' kind of dreams I have. Isn't New Zealand beautiful? It's nothing like that in the city though (obviously). I want to go out and experience all these pretty places, will do later in the year. :)

I have so many dreams about school, it's so ridiculous. Always when I'm stressed about exams - teachers appear in my dreams and tell me I will fail!

Bad lucid dream / sleep paralysis experience, other things. I'm feeling better though. Eh, I've had sleep paralysis experiences before as well as nightmares. Like sometimes I wake up and I'm unable to breathe then I pass out and I breathe normally since my involuntary systems take over. Or the various dreams where I die different times. They tend to be less painful though when I die compared to the one where I was burned at the stake because they thought I was witch. Had this dream I was with Doctor Who and I travelled back in time. You can guess what happened. I actually felt like I was being burned. It was sort of fun because I get to know what it feels like. Yeah. I used to have dreams like that all the time (being operated on while awake in my dream, killing my own father and a bunch of other stuff which I've written down elsewhere), but they're not the ones that frightened me the most. Oh well, I'm over it at the moment. I'm just easily scared, that's my problem. I have a fertile imagination too. Hm, I had a dream where my cat was killed by a coyote after I left it outside. I also had a dream where a burglar broke in the house and as I was about to stab him he grabbed the knife and cut my hand all the hell. My dad came in and threw him out the window but he ended up getting stabbed. I've had other dreams where I die randomly. Like I'm in an office then a bunch of people stab me. Or when I was riding my bike, a van shows up and opens up and they shoot me in the head. @Nex, yeah sort of. I love hearing about other people's dreams. I find it very interesting to compare dreams and such. I haven't been able to remember many dreams lately, I've been too stressed from exams. I just whipped out my dream diary which I haven't updated in forever. I flick to a random page:

You know what that image needs? A scary ghost of a little girl with black hair standing in the middle. That would be an awesome combo break. Bad lucid dream / sleep paralysis experience, other things. I'm feeling better though. Is that where you feel paralyzed in your sleep, or you wake up and are paralyzed? Personally? I've experienced both, but the one after I woke up was the most frightening. It was so strange. I just felt very frightened and panicked.

Bad lucid dream / sleep paralysis experience, other things. I'm feeling better though. Eh, I've had sleep paralysis experiences before as well as nightmares. Like sometimes I wake up and I'm unable to breathe then I pass out and I breathe normally since my involuntary systems take over. Or the various dreams where I die different times. They tend to be less painful though when I die compared to the one where I was burned at the stake because they thought I was witch. Had this dream I was with Doctor Who and I travelled back in time. You can guess what happened. I actually felt like I was being burned. It was sort of fun because I get to know what it feels like. Yeah. I used to have dreams like that all the time (being operated on while awake in my dream, killing my own father and a bunch of other stuff which I've written down elsewhere), but they're not the ones that frightened me the most. Oh well, I'm over it at the moment. I'm just easily scared, that's my problem. I have a fertile imagination too.

I just looked through a few pages of wit's posts. This is what I've concluded: She has a strange liking for 'fluff puff' / KimmyShe likes posting pictures of absLikes cats

Bad lucid dream / sleep paralysis experience, other things. I'm feeling better though.

I do have a boyfriend, anyways. I think about him when I am scared, and read some text messages that he sent me last year to help me the last time I was frightened constantly.

It's okay :P I really don't care. It was just a bunch of wallpapers. Urgh, what did wits say about her hygiene? I'm really curious.

And? That's a collection of wallpapers, if you bothered to click it. I thought it was pretty relevant since you're all posting nice nature desktops.

Disturbing? Elaborate.

sage

Pufuuuuuuuuufufufuuuuuuuuu I wouldn't compare myself to anyone else, I am far superior than anyone else.

In other news, I find pubic hair so unappealing in females. I wish I could post pictures here so that I could show you why. DO NOT DEFEND THE HAIRY [kitty] IT IS GROSS

________ is coming in December.

Yeah. Pretty much. Not that that's necessarily a bad thing. I'm going to leave TIF sometime. Maybe after December, after I show you one last thing.

I live with my parents. Home alone at the moment though. I've had many, many pets. They all die within weeks, months. (No, not just goldfish) Why the [bleep] am I talking to you guys?

I know, I tell myself that too. I just feel pretty helpless about it all.

I've already been to that link. Five times.

Well, that's not very nice. I will probably get over it though, I used to browse /x/ (which doesn't help my situation) and was subject to many frightening pictures.

Hrm. One or two inexplainable things have happened in life that have really freaked me out about sleeping in this room. Since then, I just wake up sometimes and think about all of these frightening things that could happen to me (for example, last night I was mainly afraid of hands touching me while I was in bed). I can't wait until I leave for college, I hope I won't be scared then. I don't really trust you guys, worried you'll post some scary picture or something so I keep slowly scrolling down to make sure you don't freak me out more.

It's Saturday for me. I'll just wait until it gets light and then try to get some sleep. The past couple of nights I've been really frightened for some reason. I went through a stage like this last year where I couldn't sleep because I was frightened. Mh.

http://www.google.com/explanation.html I suppose many people made a complaint about what they saw upon googling jew. Google negro, towelhead etc etc and you won't see excessively disturbing results, especially when looking up 'cracker'

That is the problem. I can't. So I'm not going to bother.