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I'M SECOND!@@@

NEEDS MORE ABUSE TBH Then again I've changed the title and such enough for Will

1 minute, 43 posts... NOPE :(

Who, huh, wha?

I THINK YOU NEED AN E NO YO 4 MINUTES@@@@ ARE WE GOING TO MAKE IT?! D:

Hehe I'll get around to replying to all you guys sometime tomorrow/over the week. Kinda had a busy day today and may well have another tomorrow, but Wednesday is free. At any rate... You guys deserve a story time it seems. It's the same one I posted on Will's blog, but it kinda got absorbed there into the fabric of the blog. OK.... So.... Martha came back to Lampeter last Monday. We met up on the Monday and we kissed and smiled and flirted; however, we mostly spent time with my hallmates. She had actually gone to dinner with someone else because he too liked her, but she didn't like him like that and so just went to let him down nicely and they both ended up coming down to spend time with my corridor. He walked her home, and when I was back in the kitchen I was told to go after her, and not let the woman I like slip out of my arms. So yeahs, one of my friends is the GREATEST wingman ever, and managed to get her to see me for an hour more that night. We laughed, hugged, kissed and she told me once again that she loved me, at which point I told her, properly, that I love her too. It's been a long time coming and I have actually fallen for her... So yeahs, we met up shortly on Tuesday, nothing special. Wednesday - St. Dwynwen's Day - That's Welsh Valentine's Day to you and me - We met up, had hot chocolate in the morning and she came back to mine. We watched a film together and I walked her to her meeting for her Dissertation, and then she came back to mine. Things got heated and stuff happened as per. And then I walked her back to where she was staying. Then came the text that she felt like she couldn't see me too much anymore, because she can't control herself around me. She loves me and doesn't want to hurt me, but she just hated hooking up with me and then not being able to say yes to a relationship... Needless to say, I was fairly gutted. Thursday - was her final day in Lampeter until she comes back next month, and so I took her for a meal, got her flowers and chocolates and we had a lovely time. Again the whole love thing came up, and we sat, laughed and ate. Taking stuff back to where she was staying, kissing, hugging, holding hands and we went down the Cmwanne. Near the end of the night she said that she was afraid to hurt me, because more than likely she'll move on faster than I will.... Yet then when we said goodbye at the Kings Head, she told me that she loved me, didn't want to lose that, that she would miss me and that she'd keep in touch like usual, before we finally kissed, embraced and I went back to mine. Now it's been 3 days and she feels distant and hardly talks at all to me... It might be petty but the number of x's on the ends of texts has decreased and the amount of time she calls me has gone down too.... Then she threw a spanner in the works on Friday night during a call telling me that she loves me... I just don't know what to do.... One minute she's hot, next she's cold... I feel like I'm just torturing myself waiting for her to text me, or talk to me and I just... Don't know anymore... We're practically in a relationship, yet we're not... She's on and she's off. And I just feel like that I'm the one who's going to be hurt the most out of this situation.... What should I do?

And I think Leik is winning that... *Stretches out on Randox' bed* Who's joining me? ;)

It needs to grow faster!

Next to Dan and me ;)

CRIKEY! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EN06jdI_r6o

You are invited babe <3:

Errybody wants it.

You never have to just latch on... You get the space by me ;) <3:

You love it really ;)

ELLAC! <3: STAFF CUDDLE +3!@@!!!

It's just creepy tbh... Ah well, watching Austin Powers now :D Kinda reminds me of me in a strange way...

The Ring D:

SOLD! Back from watching the film, fairly creepy tbh D: Someone hold me? Might watch something nice like Shrek, Puss in Boots or Austin Powers before I try to sleep... I also bought Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy earlier today... But I kinda don't wana watch it until I'm awake enough to appreciate it fully.

Just don't answer the phone after you watch it. EDIT: And good luck with your dissertation. :) DOOBLE EDIT: You made me run out of prayer again! GAH OK D: It's going ok... My lecturer has been a tad absent minded though xD Me: "Have you managed to look at it yet?" Him: "Sorry, I've been busy... Did you give it to me in hard copy or email?" Me: "Hard copy..." Him: "Do you know what I did with it?" Me: "Erm... Last I saw it, you put it in a folder and rested it on the leg of your desk" Him: "It must be at home somewhere then" Today I got an email back asking me to email it him again xD And WIN :D

Dissertationing atm... Think my hallmates are waiting for me to finish so we can watch the Ring.... Someone hold me, it's apparently VERY scary D:

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ALMOST! KEEP GOING LADS! ONCE MORE UNTO THE BREACH DEAR FRIENDS, ONCE MORE!

What even. You guests should make accounts and join us lovelies ;) We don't bite much :D I do ;) You should see what I did to Mr Oct here ;) That wasn't me... :blink: Have you been seeing someone behind my back?? :angry: NO! THEY LOOKED LIKE YOU, SOUNDED LIKE YOU, DID THINGS LIKE YOU!???!!!!! D: WHAT EVEN HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?! *Breaks down*

What even. You guests should make accounts and join us lovelies ;) We don't bite much :D I do ;) You should see what I did to Mr Oct here ;)