Leiana

I've forgotten how well I once sounded. Started to sing country, and BAM! my singing voice came back. :D Life (as in the game) is a bad game.

Would the games Dream Ender and the soon to be Dream Ender 2 (both games are mine) be counted as RPs?

Grim, every time I start a blasted journal I just lose/forget about it. It's never done anything for me anyway. I'm lucky that I remember to update FLD every once in awhile. Also, goat cheese has a very strong taste to it. I just learned that while tasting 7 cheeses I've never had before. And once again I've screwed up the back of my legs. >.< I'm gonna end up like Tavros if that keeps happening.

Alright, I have a request. No wait make that an order. CHANGE THE SUBJECT!

THAT'S WHAT HE SAID! Orange! (I hate this game) Mather, you did not fix my mind. You just played the role of an 'understanding friend who Hates whinning girls'

*suddenly feels very small and insignificant* ouch. That one hurt. Iey: Did it really sound like I was complaining about baby sitting? I'm not complaining, I'm just stating facts I just discovered and such (oh no, Mather has rubbed off on me :twss: ) Mind you all, any hormonal 16 year old could act in a variety of ways. Seeing how I am only 16 and going through life like anyone else... Well, at least im on the side of the scale that isnt part of the drug dealing and illegal stuffs. AND, I'm currently trying out new ways to calm the eff down. I'm trying to change who I am completely, even if it means I must resort to the quiet girl I once was. No one can change completely overnight ya know! Also (as Mather has proven a bajillion times), people act differently online and in the real world. Absolutely no one would be able to recognize me by personality alone. My friends who know me at school know that I am a bubbly person around people I'm extremely close to. When none of my friends are around, I'm as silent as the dead in their graves. I am easily forgotten when I am that quiet. If no one believes this, I challenge you to find me and observe me. Or invent a time machine that can take you back to when I was in the first five years of schooling. XD working on stuff for DE2, making it much different than the first one

Retech, the square root bit was a joke, it was supposed to make people laugh. Anywho, my big problem is that I'm stuck babysitting my siblings against my will, which prevents me from hanging out with my friends. Also, since my siblings act more childish than me and I spend most of the time with them, it causes me to act in a childish manner similar to my siblings. If I were an only child I would probably be acting much more mature than I currently do.

Earth, Je ne sais pas! I dont know! For some reason, I was enjoying all the pain I was getting. If anyone else had done it, I'd flip out and attack (example: Mather punches me hard in the stomach (I bet I've given him plenty of reasons to do so :twss: ) I hit him back, start of fight that'll end with concussions and bruises). At worse, all my brother did was strike at my spine, which felt really good. Mather, congratulations, you've helped find the square root of all my problems. I'll explain later.

Is it wrong to say I am enjoying the fact that my autistic 9 year old brother is painfully beating me up?

Nex: that's exactly what I mean. There will be no lovey dovey stuff. And, I think I've finally have created a character that Mather will not be able to help change. Ico, I generally ignore what Resistance post nowadays just to avoid being banned from here. Everyone: we need to adopt the following phrase: Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze It means no worries For the rest of your days It's a problem-free philosophy Hakuna Matata! (I'm not kidding, everyone should adopt that phrase. And yes, it's from the Lion King)

Mask, thank you, I really needed that. I feel slightly better than yesterday. Yeah, if there is gonna be a DE2, I'm going to rule out most of the extra long lovey dovey stuff. Wait, seriously? You guys actualy want that?

/me doesn't know what spiral energy is Nex, if you knew why I feel terrible then you'd think "no hugs for you, you brought this upon yourself"

I need alot of hugs right now. And I won't get any. I feel terrible. I need to draw out a picture to show how bad I'm feeling.

Andvari, I'm in an American highschool. I have no choice besides working my butt off if I have any hopes of leaving my family.

Grim: 1) Workload= homework every night, including weekends. 2) 4 periods that last an hour and a half, except for period 3 which is two hours long (30 minutes goes to lunch) 3) Algebra 2 4) Chemistry Collage Prep (I've been getting like 3 pages of work a night for homework) 5) Yes I have classes that require studying. Chemistry (quiz practically every day), History (quiz/test more than twice a week), and Algebra 2 (quiz every day) 6) Yes, I actually do my homework in most of my jobs. I'm also learning physics through my iceskating jobs. Retech: Yes, I was loosely using Mathmatician. I can't help it since I am once again at the top of my class. Just found out that my landlord lost the apartment building that I'm currently living in. And my one of my best friends is getting married to a criminal. I nearly cried all day today. And I think my boyfriend is cheating on me. And I'm super stressed out right now, enough to the point that I managed to eat three servings of leftover mashed potatoes and about to start eating a pound of dark chocolate.

Does anybody think that me having 4+ jobs is too much for me? Sunday: teaching tots in Taunton, massachusetts (volunteering, no pay) Sunday: teaching in Brockton Massachusetts after teaching in Taunton (getting paid) Monday through Friday: babysitting my siblings (little to no pay) Tuesday/Thursday alt. and Wednesday's: babysitting next door neighbors son (getting paid) Year round: deviantArt requests (no pay) Year round: annoying Mather (no pay, not exactly trying to do so either) School year: homework/lab reports/reports (no pay) School year: smart mathematician (I should get paid since I'm surrounded by idiots who don't do their work) 24/7/365: loving daughter/girlfriend/sister/unrelated sister/friend/best friend (paid with love and friendship)

I've watched the first episode and god knows howmany times have I watched the Hare Hare Yukai. I'm bound and determined to learn that dance. And the theme for Lucky Star, I still need to learn that... and a few other dances as well. I've almost perfected the dance for Love and Joy (It's the complicated jumping pattern close to the end that I'm having trouble with). http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I_E8_lQyt_I&list=PL8AED0A0978E2BA3B&index=7

I've watched some of that show (I really only like the thingy that they do at the begining and I'm trying to master it). Worked my butt off today at my parent's workplace, I ASSEMBLED SIGNS THE ENTIRE TIME. I better have been payed for it. Also, what exactly is going on during Saturday and Sunday here on Tip.It. Those are the only two days I can run Cyber World. I've got skating coming up, so maybe I can squeeze in some gametime. Sadly, due to my Driver's Ed classes, I can't hold a session after school :( Hopefully by December I'll have some time after school to run sessions for both Cyber World and the other game I'm planing to run.

Thanks Nex! /me hugs Nex I'm gonna have to edit my signature so I can have a link to my deviantArt stuffs.<-------- Done. Always feel free to check out my art on DeviantArt! I've been kicking but with the art lately. AND one of my artist friends is making me a new icon. /me whistles the Zelda theme Oh, and I drew this for my boyfriend's B-day gift. Mather already critisized it, I wanna know what ya'll think too! (It aint forum related so it cant be on the billboard) [hide=] Yes, I know I drew me flat-chested. And yes, my boyfriend has brown hair and he has like 7 different yellow shirts.[/hide]

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Yay, I made my very first transaction at the bank! ^-^ And I am officially starting Driver's Ed! YAY! I shall be a much better driver than I am in racing games. Also: [hide=This is the picture I was talking about (or I think I did talk about)][/hide]

I finished the picture! I'll post it tomorrow. Im planing to restart on making clothing designs, I'll eventually show off my favorite kimono-ish looking one.

XD Almost done with my new picture. It's a picture of me reading in the middle of math class. I'm, of course, at the top of the class. Again. I'm not even bothering to look like I'm paying attention. I know the stuff. I'll turn it into my profile picture when I'm done.

I already knew about the costs and other information. I have a friend who has been telling me all about it >_> Mather... WTF?! Why the heck would you tell someone who you deemed as emotionally and mentally unstable that they would be better at cosplaying as someone who is 2000 times more creepier than Mascots? I naturally can be as bubbly as Jade! You ahold know that! Come to think of it, complying is pretty much like dressing up on halloween. I'm never going to be Jigsaw ever again. In fact, I'll never wear a mask that covers my entire head ever again. XD finished work for the day! I'm awesome at my job!

I want a pair so I can cosplay. Shows/movies I'm planning to costly from: Naruto (probably as hinata) Bleach (not sure who yet) Oran highschool host club (probably haruhi, maybe one if the twins) xxxHOLiC (the brownhaired chicky that Watanuki likes) Black Butler (the possibilities for this one is endless) Tsubasa: Resivoir Chronicles (probably as Syaoran XD) Cardcaptor Sakura (defiantly as Syaoran) Lucky Star (perhaps as Konata, perhaps someone else) School Rumble (as Tenma, the main female in the series) Sailor Moon (might play as my OC Obsidian) I better stop there. If I ever go to a ComicCon, I'll be going as Karkat or Jade.