That presence that told you not to go to school, that was God man. He's going to help you through this. don't i know it...it's just so hard. i know i am going to know another person on the death list :cry: Your friends aren't dead. They are still alive, just in a location that we can't travel to yet. You'll get to see them all over again in heaven. They will have smiles on their faces, and you'll have a bigger one going from earth to heaven, and knowing everything is okay! Then for eternity, we all have the best time of our lives with our family and friends. ~Defender~ that's true...i know she loved her Lord :) ...just human nature