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I would just confront him in the hallway after class and tell him if he doesn't knock it off you'll drill him.

Honestly I don't see what's so great about Nintendo DS or PSP for that matter. I don't think that they are at all fun to play. It just doesnt seem fun to try and play some game with a screen the size of my palm. That was for when I was eight years old playing Poke'mon on my old GameBoy.

ROFL. I knew someone who listened to them, he was a good friend of mine in the apartments I lived in. I proceeded to move somewhere else, but I decided I wanted to come back to visit some of my friends for the day. It was roughly 6 months after I had moved. What did I discover on my journey back? MY FRIEND NOW WORE MAKE-UP AND SOME REDICULOUS CLOTHES. At that point I just decided ICP were stupid and moved on with my life.

Yea I noticed that when I started getting into the "What-if's" It got much more severe. I'm still feeling the effects of it even 12 hours after it happened. Hopefully this odd feeling will go away sometime tomorrow. What made it even more odd is that this came out of nowhere. I was much more stressed other times than when it started happening. But what really gets you is the "What-if's" For example when I started thinking about what if I have a seizure, it was probably one of the scariest times in my life. You honestly think you're going to die. Then you start thinking "No, this can't happen to me, I'm not supposed to die" and it freaks you out even more. When I was little I used to think that people who had anxiety attacks were pathetic, that they were complaining for no reason; now I truly understand what they are going through.

For some reason I've always had a thing for Jennifer Aniston. 8-)

Well I took a nap right after making that last post and I feel so much better. I was even getting that feeling in my head again when I layed down to go to sleep but this time I was easily able to overcome it and just fall asleep. For those of you trying to give advice on what to do, thanks, but you don't understand how hard it is to get the feeling to go away. It's not like you can just say "This is in my head" and it goes away. I mean I was sitting next to my Varsity coach when it started happening and you can imagine I didn't wanna seem like a total wimp. I couldnt concentrate, I had to constantly be moving. Another thing about it is that you start becoming very superstitious while it's happening. You start thinking that certain things you're doing is triggering it. It's very unexplainable to me right now. The feeling in my head was very weird, but I can tell you right now... I never EVER want to go through that again. Atleast next time I will know for sure that nothing is going to happen.

Yea that's what I've been trying to do, but everytime I tried to forget it, it made me think of it more. I already realized that it was inside of my head, but I still couldn't do anything about it. EDIT:: Rushrock it's when you start becoming "Overwhelmed" with things that are going around you. You start thinking things are wrong when they arent and you start thinking bad thoughts about maybe you might die. That's just what happened to me, they vary from person to person.

I was wondering if anyone has ever had an anxiety attack. I just had one less than two hours ago and it was the most unpleasent and disrupting feeling I've ever had in my life. I kept thinking that my head was twitching. It made me think there was a problem with my brain, which made me think of seizures. I started thinking that I was going to lose it and have a seizure in front of a huge crowd ( I was doing clock and score for some basketball games as volunteer work since I'm on the highschool basketball team ) I had to have someone take over for me. I then got it in my head that when I looked up the feeling would come back, and it did, because I thought it would. It was all inside of my head, and I knew it, but I couldn't do anything about it. It lasted for about an hour. I seriously thought I was going to have a seizure or that something was seriously wrong with my brain and I was going to die. I never EVER want to go through something like this again. Has anyone else ever had problems with anxiety attacks? (Note that this was the first time anything like this has happened to me)

Well the only two that I've ever really enjoyed were Pendulum and some Darkstep. If you've never heard of Pendulum and are into this genre of music, you definatly need to check them out, they are amazing. I was also wondering if anyone else listens to this kind of music and could point me in the direction of a few more good bands that they know of. Also I am into alot of good techno stuff, so if you could help me out there too, that would be great! Thanks!

Dave Matthews, when I was a little kid.

I was only pointing out that I have no idea how these things work so I wasnt sure how it was legal.

Arsis is interesting, but I think that In Flames beats any of these Metal bands people are saying.

A very great audio/video player on the rise. Basically what you do is you put in a search of the audio/video, and then you click on whatever shows up (Which is usually alot, they have alot of obscure bands too!) And it streams it right then and there! It is great and apparently it's somehow legal because you can't download it, only listen to the music. You can make playlists and stuff, but the program is still in its beta phase so there are a lot more features to come. This can be found at -http://www.dizzler.com/- You can download it or just use it from the site. I love this thing, and hopefully you will too!

I, too, am anxious to look at your body. Atleast I know you read my post. #-o

Lol. It would be wise of you to get off the moron-train when you get to highschool next year. You'll be bagging groceries for your entire life if you do not. I say this, of course, out of care, not out of making fun of you. I didn't try at all in school (I still got a B-ish average) because I was more concerned with making people laugh and dating girls. Now, I'm paying for it. I always said I would NEVER go to college, but when you get out of HS, you realize that you really need to. So now, knowing that, I have to go to a community college first to study math and science and stuff before I go to an actual University, because if I don't, I'll flunk out and it'll be a waste of time. I decided to go to college 2 years later than everyone else, too, so I'll be 4 years behind. But that's okay. So yea, try harder in school next year. Well, I'd say start this year, but it'll obviously take you some time to get it through your head. Worse yet, you probably will not heed my warnings. Those girls you show off for - you'll never see them again in your life in 4 years. Basketball? Unless you're SUPER GOOD (you're probably not, no offense, I'm sure you're good, but only 1 in every 50,000 people ever go to the pro's), you shouldn't worry much about it. Also, in order to get to the pro's, you have to go to college. If you fail consistently, you won't be going to either. Ignore for a second that there are a few basketball players who were drafted out of highschool...Like I said, they were super good. Most people are not. Trust me, if you listen to my warnings, you'll thank me several years from now. Being "behind" sucks, and currently, you're much further "behind" than I even was. Yes well the upside to that is that this is only my first year in highschool, so I have time to work things through. I'm really just missing the motivation. As far as basketball goes, I am pretty good, but being 5'8, I realize that to be anything special, you need to be atleast six foot, and you have to dedicate your whole life to it before you even reach that height. Its really an all or nothing chance with that, so I don't devote my whole life to basketball. Also if you didn't know, the NBA also banned the league from drafting people straight out of highschool now, you have to play atleast one year of college. You don't have to tell me that being behind sucks, I know it. There HAS to be ways to make good money without spending your entire life going to college, getting some degree and then spending your life just working like a robot. How fun is that? I'm looking to pick up some sort of obsqure job along the way in my life. I've been a slacker in school since 4th grade, I don't really expect to change. If I wanted to, I could easily average honor roll in my school, it is far too easy, simply just a waste of my time. I don't want to be in that chain of people who do the same thing - Go to college, get a job, work for the rest of their lives with a wife and two kids. I'll find my way along, you say it as if if I don't go to college my life is ruined, when you'll find that you are false.