I decided to let it go. I can't log in to the game I've loved for so long. So many memories every where. It's going to be a long journey, but I can't deal with the constant reminders and I just have to do something about it. Chasing after a friend for 9 months or so has been quite the depressing journey. Its all I think about, but my spirit is tired. I give up, and YOU WIN. If someone just disregards you in such a manner it hurts like hell. I wish them the best. In order to do it I'll have to leave this all behind. This isn't a cry for attention as I know it wouldn't help either way. No fangs needed here. I met many people I'll always remember fondly here.