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I still don't get it. Why do people always need to get drunk to have fun? Also Vodka helps me relax social wise.

Since the other young guy at work gets all the effing weekends off I told the manager I'm going away this Mon-fri on a holiday and the other git can do my close shift (single). I so want to quit, sick of getting the shit shifts while he gets to go out drinking but nooo. I need the money and until I find another job. <.<

Thank god for that, might still get a chance to access Beta. (not holding my breath however)

Ah heh heh... While a lot of TIF is mature, there's A LOT of people who are either young, verbal or cant hold their tongue (myself included). Last thing anyone wants to see is "[bleep]ing jagex, all they do is sit on their [bleep]ing arses, being [kitties] and not updating anything good" or some form of crap, uncensored. Just depends, I guess the admins could do a weeks trial with most uncensored (with the explicit and racial words still [cabbagafied].)

Thinking of seeing the GP about my blood sugar. everyone seems to think I have diabetes due to my need for sugar so Im getting that checked, as well as possible ADD (and get my Depression re-assessed). God I love mental illnesses. In other news; getting my poor car re-painted in a few weeks, then I just need new rims, lower it a bit and find a god damn ashtray replacement and she'll be fully restored! :D (Then an engine rebuild when she hits 300,000 km.)

Now what would make you deserve the costume if you didn't jump through those hoops? They already have problems with people not testing out the beta, this would actually bring some people on the servers for once. And how are we meant to try/test beta when we cant even access it? This is Jagex's huge fault line that infuriates me "lets run beta/promos for people who spend the whole time [bleep]ING GAMBLING RARES THEY CANT EVEN KEEP, instead of people who actually want to try the new combat system!" (I've had a very bad day)

If you've seen doctor who you'll get it.

Repair everything. my life, the mistakes I made to myself (anxiety-wise), gain my self independence. I'm not sure if you still live with your parents (probably not) but at 21 with a 19yo' Sister+Fiancee + 1 year old daughter + alcoholic dad; this household is a prison, and its mentally and physically draining on me and, no joke, it's gradually getting worse each week.

I'm having some issues lately. At the moment I'm REALLY unhappy with my life style as it is, work eats my weekends up my weekends, my friends have been unreliable lately (or insist I hang out at places that take 90 mins to drive to) and a person i'm in a relationship with, it's becoming stressful for us both living apart and While everyone's all "lets make out in front of everyone as we're couples" attitude lately, It's causing me mental breakdowns because we're far apart and only get to be together every 2-3 months :( basically, how do you cope with a very stressful life, wanting to be normal like everyone else, and keep pushing on to try and be together? I just feel upset lately because I can't have a normal life/relationship due to my jelousy of wanting acceptance of people. ...Maybe i'm just losing it and rambling on... Quit your job if it's taking up all your free time. If you desperately need money right now, get a job that will grant you more free time with less pay. Long distance relationships are a bad idea. You're sacrificing a lot for basically nothing in return. Unsurprisingly, my advice would be to end the relationship and learn how to be happy while you're single, but that would require you to choose uncertainty over unhappiness-- a choice which very people make these days, unfortunately. I already gave you a detailed reply in the past on how to be happier w/o depending on external gratifications. Something tells me you were either too afraid or too lazy to give it a shot. Here it is again: http://forum.tip.it/index.php?showtopic=192134&view=findpost&p=5265215 I'm more than happy to help improve your life as long as you demonstrate that you're at least being proactive about it. If you aren't, then you're wasting both of our time. I AM trying, The job takes up my entire weekends when renders going out drinking difficult to do, and main reason im still working there is to try and save up to move out and be happier, so its not like im just sitting back going "welp, that's that. miserable4lyf", whilst looking for a better job. (plus this job only pays ~300 a week, and im unable to get assist so thats out of the option)

I'm having some issues lately. At the moment I'm REALLY unhappy with my life style as it is, work eats my weekends up my weekends, my friends have been unreliable lately (or insist I hang out at places that take 90 mins to drive to) and a person i'm in a relationship with, it's becoming stressful for us both living apart and While everyone's all "lets make out in front of everyone as we're couples" attitude lately, It's causing me mental breakdowns because we're far apart and only get to be together every 2-3 months :( basically, how do you cope with a very stressful life, wanting to be normal like everyone else, and keep pushing on to try and be together? I just feel upset lately because I can't have a normal life/relationship due to my jelousy of wanting acceptance of people. ...Maybe i'm just losing it and rambling on...

I have a growing temptation to buy a few things off the Valve store...

kids and their expensive-as-shit cars :( Mine so needs a paint job soon, It's making me cry driving an old car with potential but looks weak due to appearance.

replace gloves w/ klanks gauntlets and boots with leather boots and you're set. and thats disgusting. I wanna try out beta for the new combat but "oh no, we'll let all these other people in who are just playing for gambling and party hats because they' had consecutive membership" each and every day I lose faith in this so-called company.

meh, mods will merge if it is. Cooked Salmon red curry w/shitaki mushrooms and onion. It was DIVINE. Been eating Salmon a lot lately.

Any particular reason as to why you need to get in contact? Also I was only aware that one person founded Tip.It originally...

Slowly, I had to stop for 2 weeks due to a facture in my toe from dropping a carton of beer on it one night.

Dimples. I have like a crease dimple mark...whatever running beside my lips and honestly I't makes me look insanely [bleep]ing ugly and I cant EVER get a nice photo because of it because I look like this: I basically have this...at 21. how is it my face aged in ONE spot, and that one spot is the one thing making me uncomfortable with my body and makes me look hideous in every god damn photo and what can I do to fix it. To make it worse, It's been like that for years and no one in the family ever looked like that until well beyond 40. And it makes me look like I've been stung by a bee (aka puffy cheeks)

*shudders* can. Got the Strange flamer, 4 strange lollichops (3 spare), scouts misc, spy's tie, the AWESOME BALLOON PONY, the crappy cans and the Hazmat. and the parrot.

I cant craft anything, access my loadout, trade and the 2 unbox I got was a crappy lollypop and a god ugly parrot. All I wanted was a strange bubbleflamethrower and that spies new tie. THAT'S ALL I ASK VALVE FOR GODS SAKE.

And chances are Day 3 will now turn into Day 4, since its something like 7PM there and TF2 hasn't updated NOR has the blog. Valve, proof that you can't believe in set times. Also; my god he's insane...

I just did a voice recording to see how I actually sound. I sound like someone who should be working in a radio station....

With the imports, are you fixed with your characters stats and items only or just stats and all items (to a degree) access.

feel like utter crap today. drizzly weather, neighbourhood is as silent as a graveyard and I woke up this morning crying and in a fit for no reason as if I just had a full mental breakdown in my sleep. I'm such a mess... :(

Im still pissed its only "Oh, you need 12 months consecutive membership to be in beta" right at the end of the selection phase. Irritates me because I've been a member for years on end, but never renewed my membership the second it expired.