Obtaurian

Honestly, I've been thinking about my ex a lot lately. We were great together, and I became complacent and used to the relationship, so I kinda stopped putting in the effort. That, in a nutshell, is why it ended. She's in Italy right now and has a new boyfriend, but we started talking again a couple weeks ago. She sent me this really long message talking about what she's been up to, and we've been kinda sending messages back and forth every few days since then. In every message she'll say something along the lines of "I missed talking to you" or "I'm glad we're talking again", etc. In fact, when I mentioned that I noticed she had a boyfriend (because she didn't mention him at all in her first message), she said "yes, I have a boyfriend. I'm not in love with him. I don't know what else to say about that." What in the world does that mean? That just seems very odd to me that she'd include that second comment. But anyway, I've just been thinking about her a lot lately. She comes back in June. I'm become a very, very different person since breaking up with her. I'm curious to see what happens. I would take her back in an instant. I love you Sam. No homo.

Nah, just gotta accept it and write her off as insane. Might say hi to Jane tomorrow, lol. Man, I think I'm also one of those people who ALWAYS needs a love interest. Fml.

Kayla blocked me on FB. I am seriously WTFing so hard right now. I'm one of those people who NEEDS an explanation for things. This is gonna drive me nuts. I don't care that the fling is ending, I just wanna know WTF is going on, LOL. EDIT: I feel like they both describe me pretty well, but the second one more so.

It KINDA describes me. I feel like it's missing something. I dunno. Because I'm a Pisces, I can relate to almost anything. You could probably give me any one of those and I'd find a bunch of stuff that I feel describes me. I think that one came kinda close, but again, it's missing something. I'm an astrology guy. Pisces sun, Sagittarius moon, Gemini rising. Sup.

i don't even know what that is lmao. Like, seriously, I meet the craziest girls. I wonder if I'M the crazy one. Nah.

Lol'd, what a crow. You should send her a nasty letter with dog poo smeared all over it. I texted her and just said that deleting me on FB is a little dramatic, and that she could'a just told me it's over and that'd be that. No response. I get the feeling that I will never know what happened.

"At least I ain't chicken" I lol'd

Kayla deleted me on Facebook. Lolwut.

She couldn't resist me in the end. i [bleep]ing knew it :/

Pretty sure Kayla just got back together with her ex. Lol?

I keep in contact with these girls just so I have stories for you guys (and gals). <3: I DO IT FOR YOU.

HAVE YOU NOT BEEN READING, BRO? THEY ONLY PRETEND TO WANT SEX. :( Haven't spoken to either of them all day. I don't even.

fix'd that for you

NO OFFENSE, ENAID, but Avenged Sevenfold is a pretty awful band. :/ "MAYBE IF I DO A LOT OF MINOR ARPEGGIOS THEY'LL THINK I'M A GUD MOOSICIAN!1!!" Okay, here's what happened with Kayla just before I went to see Jane: So as I said, she blew my phone up for two days straight. I probably have 30 texts from her that are all variations of "i miss you, come home", including PICTURES that she sent me of her writing stuff like that on her notebook in class. She even called me a couple times. So I get home, go to her house, and she's being all cold/distant/aloof, as per usual. <_< I would kiss her and we'd make out for like three seconds and she'd stop and go back to Facebook on her iPAD (why the [bleep] does she have an iPAD?). She told me that she doesn't like to cuddle and get all touchy feely, then she'd CUDDLE AND GET TOUCHY FEELY. She also told me that I'm too nice and she needs an [wagon], to which I responded by laughing 'cause lol. I was there for maybe an hour and a half, and it was like that the whole time. We'd makeout for two seconds, she'd get all distant, I'd lay down, she'd start cuddling, blahblahblah. At one point she asked me what I think she wanted, and I said "I know you don't want a relationship, and you've told me that you just want sex, so presumably, you just want sex." She laughed and said "No comment." <_< At around 7PM, she got real serious and said she wants to be alone, so I said okay, packed my stuff real quick, and she walked me to the door where we hugged, and I left. The moment I walk out the door, I call Jane (and these girls think I'm too nice) and tell her I'm back in town if she wants to see me. She said she wants to and she could sneak out, but tomorrow would be better. I told her we'll talk about it tomorrow, and she said no wait just come over now. And thus began my previous story.

nice photoshop skills. I LOVE YOU. And yes, I am jealous. 99/120.

It does. :/ I don't feel like typing up an account of my adventure just yet. Lots to talk about. I saw both Kayla and Jane tonight. Kayla blew my phone up for two days telling me she misses me and wants me home and [cabbage], then when I get home and go to her apartment, it's more of the same bipolar schizo [cabbage]. Then saw Jane and basically put her in her place (not a sexual innuendo). I told her that our personalities don't click and that we're not having sex, so I've lost interest. As I left her house she tried to get all cute and seductive and she got in my face like she was gonna kiss me. She said "you're giving up too easily; you need to test me, give me a game to play", to which I responded "it's not my job to test you or give you games to play". She said "well maybe it should be," so I tilted my head like I was gonna kiss her (keep in mind that our mouths were an inch apart throughout this exchange), and instead I said "goodnight" and walked away. BAM. Her and Kayla are exactly the same. They don't want relationships, they talk about wanting sex but don't actually give it up, but they love attention, so they get angry when they don't get it. They expect me to drive up to their houses when they want attention, but don't want to give anything in return. I don't do that. If they want me to drool over them, they can give me a reason to.

I always take breaks when I start to get bored, but the only way I'd really quit is if IRL somehow made it impossible (or difficult) for me to continue playing. My computer committing suicide, for example. <_<

Home.

saru tells the truth. i made two dollars and fifty cents lmao. im here. omg. it's so fun so much to tell, but no time or brainrfiubweUIFIWAEUF to do it. i;m at ucsc with some friends and i;m ,,,,,,, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,lmao i cant say it its against rules. ^ SO MUCH GUITAR

Leaving right now. DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH, /obt/.

lmfao nice try nerd. i bet your a-log has 500+ days on it. nice nolifing idiot lmao I'm [bleep]ing Obtaurian and I'm climbing in your window. but 10/10 for being more pro than me. fml.

hi still alive. getting ready to leave. 4:13am fml.

IMO, the best build is max combat.

needs more ENAID ANWEN

oops posted same thing twice EDIT: Man, I seriously felt like I was having an anxiety attack just ten minutes ago. I'm the type of person who typically plays it safe and doesn't do crazy [cabbage]. I have no clue what I'm doing or why I'm doing it, but I have to go. There's no backing out. Part of me is a little attached to Kayla and wants to just give up and go see her tonight, but that would be really bad. That would be me putting a hat on that says "world's biggest [kitty]". I have to follow through with this and just go. I have no idea what I'm gonna do, but I'm leaving tomorrow at 6AM no matter what. I think this is about two things: 1. establishing my independence. 2. sending a message to everyone I surround myself with, girls or otherwise. No backing out now.