Drugs are not the way to go.... You feel good for a few years then it all comes back to bite you in the [wagon]. Many of my relatives used to do drugs or still do, and it's ruined they're lives. They've grown distant from the whole family, they've got no money... nothing. An Uncle of mine was extremely good at playing the Piano, I mean professional level. He became an alcoholic after his wife left him... Now he doesn't have any teeth and switches between various relatives houses to crash at. No money, no real friends, no nothing. Except regret. If you want real happiness, you have to work first. You reap what you sow. If you work hard, and you establish a basis for the future, that's just what you'll get. A future. You gotta do something first to become happy. If you take drugs, you only hurt yourself and your family in the long run. The fact that you describe life as watching tv and working tells me you don't know how good you have it. I don't have tv, and I'm lucky I still have internet. My family can barely afford the heating for the house. I'd give practically anything to move my right arm again. (Not going into details.) It pisses me off when people tell me that their life sucks when they have more than me and then some. I think my life is pretty damn good, and If I have a problem, I work it out. Moral of the story: If you have problems, work to fix them. Even if you fail, it's better to try than to give up and then take a selfish route and doing things like drugs. That's just setting yourself up for more failure. Drugs=Fail.