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Hello everyone. I have a huge announcement to make. Similar to Allar's. As you all know I was just recently gone for over 3 weeks at the hospital due to my mental problems. (Severe depression and suicide thoughts) One big reason I had gone is because I tried staking and got completely cleaned so I got majorly upset about it and it wasn't good. I came back home and people lent me some money and I made big bucks staking. And now tonight I was stupid enough to go back and got cleaned again......... But honestly I needed that. I'll explain why. Just being back home in my dark smelly basement doing agility and farm runs the past 3 days for a good 10 hours each day, I can tell already that I'm less happy than I was when I first came home Saturday. If I let this continue and keep grinding skills in RS I can tell you all right now I would be signing my death wish in real life. As much as I would love to do that, I dont want to hurt you all or the people that love me irl. I saw this coming the past few months. I'm just having trouble accepting the fact that I need to put this game that ruined my life behind me and try to start over. I'm not sure what the heck I'm going to do because of all my mental problems but I have loving parents who support me and I can take all the time I want. I do feel like a failure honestly because I didnt complete my first goal of rank 1 overall then my changed goal later of all 200ms. All I did were the buyables and since I have all slow skills left I'm barely 25% of the way there. I just dont have the strength and will power to grind skills anymore. So yeah, what I'm saying is I QUIT Runescape. No more xp gains from me, I'm going inactive forever. I'm not finishing farming either. I hope my brother 1997ball finishes it though :) Thank you all who are my friends in game for your support of me and trying to help me with my problems. I've really loved reading this thread and love Langer for posting the top 15 updates. I will eventually fall off the chart but that's just how it has to be. Good luck to the active top 15 on getting more xp, and good luck to Suomi on your goal of all 200ms! I may still log on Runescape sometimes to talk to friends. I love you all :) Let's see if my life can improve from here. I dont think it will but we'll see.

What's this I'm hearing about faster effigy drops? I've been gone long someone explain please.

No reason to delete Suomi's post. It was a good one :) It's wonderful to see the people who care. Sure the troll posts can be removed but there haven't been any yet.

Hi everyone! Just wanted to post to let you all know I'm still alive :) The rumors you heard were true. I was in the hospital for a whopping 25 days and just got home today. Finally! I was locked up in the psych ward due to my extreme suicidal issues. But right now I feel great! I'm not sure of my goals on runescape right now. I'm just glad to be free and do the things I missed so much in this house! I need to not let this game take over my life to a full extent and cut down a little on the hours maybe. We'll see. I'll start gaining xp again soon. I thank those who worry about me, means alot <3

Also one large reason I'm trying to get rich again is so I can get some friends who love dg to key for me so I can sit at homebase just afking :) I would pay people good money to do that. So maybe I can actually get 120 dg! I will try this after 200m farming in a few months. I'm definitely willing to pay 1 to 2m a dungeon.

Yeah you wont see much xp gains for a few months. Just want to merch and be rich again because its fun :P I like having phats. I'll keep farming for xp but other then that I wont be doing any other skills for quite awhile. Just burned out. Make a another account and do 200m cons with demonic thrones =P I'd love to can I have 170 bil?

Yeah you wont see much xp gains for a few months. Just want to merch and be rich again because its fun :P I like having phats. I'll keep farming for xp but other then that I wont be doing any other skills for quite awhile. Just burned out.

Why do some of you bother trying to find the absolute fastest way to get 200m in all skills if NO ONE is going to do it like that? And there is no possible way making money is 0 time spent. Do you just enjoy arguing about unrealistic calculations because you love math?

Lol I'd never do it for farming. I love it. Well, only thing I dislike about it is it distracts me from other skills. But I'll be 200m in about 4-5 months.

Just to add about who's going for all 200ms and who's not. I am going for it, but I dont see myself finishing it. I'm burning out quick. And I have to do all the slow skills still. I'm definitely not getting it first thats for sure. If I get it it wont be for at least 7 years. (Less if they double the xp for slow skills) If I'm even around then lol. Btw I'm feeling a bit better today :)

Like me :P

Why would you need me? I failed at trying to get rank 1 overall and all 200ms. That makes me a failure. And it gives you one less person to track. You'll all be fine without me, not leaving quite yet but its close now.

Frosts are much slower for effigies

^ This. Edit: Lol fail new page

Cutting dragonstones are but its really difficult to do them consistently since the limit is only 100 per 4 hours. Even lower gems its hard to keep up. You can cut about 4.5k gems an hour. Someone else can post in more detail. I'm too busy pp'ing atm :P

I just realized the suqah spot we all use is now gone due to livid farm. Is it worth it to do them anymore in another spot with cannon?

Got 99 dung :) So glad that's over. But who cares. That still doesn't put me on the top ranks overall list :( Definitely by far my most hated skill. 99 was a huge struggle for me. Can't imagine 120/200m. Very surprised the past few days how fast I was able to go without burning out. Got 1m xp both today and yesterday (no tokens) and thought that was horrible. I did end up doing larges on world 148 just to get it over with quickly. But I still hate it so much. So I will probably get 120 with effigies from 200m slayer, if I ever happen to get that far. So that's my plan for now unless something major changes with dung.

Actually no, this auto logout thing (besides 6 hours) is rather new. Maybe it's to help stop bots, Idk. But I always went for 4m herblore xp a day. Never got disconnect from doing that. It came a few months ago I believe.

It's because it automatically logs him out after that much xp. Auto disconnect after a certain number of actions.

Oh I will ;)

Hey everyone, just wanted to tell you I'm back. I was in the hospital since Saturday night. I won't get into details since I know people on this thread don't like to hear it. Just wanted to say it in case anyone wondered why I wasn't getting xp.

Ok thats it. I refuse to dg anymore. After attempting to key a floor 47 occult which I did pretty decent on, it all went downhill once we got thunderous. No one knew what the hell they were doing. I died 4 times and he just kept healing. I know how to kill him on solo I just cant do it with idiots who dont know what they are doing. So I was forced to quit and we never finished it. I did all that keying for a floor only to have it wasted. I am never going to dg again. I guess I'll just camp black demons for effigies to finish off 99. I actually cried and sobbed hard after this happened. Don't ask why, I got problems. At least I bought all the rewards I wanted from the trader.

My god, I dont know how you people train dungeoneering. This is ridiculous. I hate it so *bleeping* much. Just trying to get 99 is making me so cranky and just want to throw my computer on the ground and... ugh!!!!! Teaming with friends or soloing, no matter what it is, its all horrible. I'm honestly thinking about using effigies from 99 and afterward on dung because I just cant *bleeping* stand it. I'm only getting 99 atm so I can wear the maxed cape when it comes out. I can put up with 99 since its only 2-3 weeks but its still incredibly tough for me. There is no way on earth I can get 120/200m dg unless there is some major change to its training. Its just not possible for me. I'd rather be dead. (Yeah yeah I know you all dont like to hear that but its true) Oh and lay off on the Suomi trolling (the post above). We all know Drumgun isnt even going for all 200ms anyway. At least not as of now.

Talking to new people. It may seem like I am good at it online but when it comes to real life, its WAY different. This is also the reason I hate dungeoneering and dont Skype with people, etc.

Sounds exactly like my old WoW friends back when I played. The best players in our guild (which was one of the better ones on the server/battlegroup) all had major depression issues offline. I am not sure what the cause of your problems but I can tell you that all my old WoW friends did improve after quitting. I know you said real life is just as hard on you but maybe if you put the dedication into something - I hate to use this term - "real", that it will help you feel better about yourself. Like one of the guys on WoW that was major depressed was someone that was an amazing basketball player in college and broke his leg really badly and found wow and now is a fat depressed guy who lost his future, when he finally quit he obviously still couldnt run or have the same physical abilities pre-injury but he did manage to get back into shape and get back into school and end up a hell of a lot more happier. If you dont wanna quit, dont quit, I dont know you at all and this may all be irrelevant but consider what it is that is getting you down and try and fix it I just dont have any motivation to do anything outside this house. I would work if I could, but I just have so much anxiety and depression that it overpowers me. I did try a job once in September 2009 as a bagger at grocery store. I was panicing and shaking so bad I almost ran out the door in a total panic. When I got home I sobbed all night and just couldnt go back. That's why I can't get a job. RS has gone downhill too but I still have a little bit left to keep myself going. I am actually not fat at all. Quite the opposite actually. I eat very little because I dislike eating. I am extremely picky. So I'd rather go hungry. I only weigh 115 pounds and I'm an inch under 6 feet. I have no idea why I'm sharing all this with everyone. But I feel it will help me get through this crap and make myself want to live. If I start to post too much and get too off topic of the thread, tell me to stop.